I Should Care
My pity party is in full effect,
me a person...
reject.
My kids they love me,
I know.....
I'm the ONLY person to help them grow.
But I don't know....
I'm so tired....
My inner happiness...
expired.
The guilt I live with everyday....
my bottle..
I waste away.
I've never been truly loved....
NEVER...
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Please Listen To Me......
After all my ups and downs,
after getting to know the people in my town......
Sure you can give in to lust...
oh, the people....just don't trust!
To women,
Please....don't give in.
Keep yourself,
for who you are....
don't take that chance.
create a scar.
Listen to yourself,
your inner soul.....
let your life be yours to roll.....
It may seem simple,
but it's quite true...
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One Minute
Sit quietly for one minute,
a life.....
a wife,
then no one in it.
Listen to the seconds tease,
a man,
drifting by...
so eager to please.
Watch the morphine drip through mama's tube,
her death,
last breath,
because of her boob.
Four seconds of ringing,
waiting to say goodbye,
another life,
clinging,
she's gone..
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The Stars Have Changed
Today with you seems quite different,
you feel the battle that has yet to begin.
I have no doubt who it is that will win!
I wonder on who's team you will be in?
Good vs. Evil.
a lifelong game you play
What is it? About today?
You have every part of me.
even the part that begs to be free?
The nagging voice inside my head.
tells me to be cautious of leaving your for dead.
I've never had to second guess,
I've never been this big of a mess.
I can throw people away.
somehow.
just not today?
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Mine...
I love you my baby,
life for us seems crazy.
From the depth of my soul,
I wake up only because of you...
I fight to make your memory.
We only have now,
I remembered somehow.
I know you will leave before me,
I have no desire to set you free...
cause every memory,
will stay deep inside me.
I love you my baby
more than I would ever love myself,
I'm sorry I didn't handle
everything so well......
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Cowboy
The jig is up,
some people...
yep they slipped up...
Okay,
I'm part of the blame,
I knew,
I gave into your game....
Not for your money you stupid boy,
not because I wanted you as a toy....
I may be wrong,
but this feeling is too strong....
I wanted to heal the darkest part of you,
we met,
we knew.....
that me was you!
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Such Is Life
The importance of what we live by,
holding strong, making fight....as time fly's! ! !
All is a matter of perspective,
you know..
the life you live! ! !
To me :) the soul conquers all,
only the petty will fall.
In the truth I have lived just today,
memory of life is all that will stay.
Yes there is ups and downs,
silly people make you frown...
but in the end,
when you close your eyes...
It's only you...
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Should I?
I'm thinking.......
yes, girls do that alot.
Should I be sweet or be a snot?
I know you more than you know yourself,
but I have needs,
I want,
I heed,
I think,
I breath,
my soul.....it bleeds.
Watch me dance....hold your pants....treat me like a thing,
but you've never heard me sing.
Am I the girl in your dreams?
Am I the one that makes you hot?
No.....I'm the snot!
After all that you had to give....I still want.
When I cry..it's for you...but more for me......
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In Vein
I destroy myself,
I will not give me a chance
Feelings
ha
just a glance.
In vein I try to fix myself,
forget about crying for help
The monsters that live inside me,
nope...
never free.
In God I trust,
men feed on me
with lust.
Where do I go?
At what cost?
Hope for me lost?
I know that the world is suffering more than me,
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No Harm No Foul
I'm content with how life has played out with you,
I know in my heart that I was never meant to be loved,
I'm a hard person to understand,
things inside me,
you cannot take from my hand.
I am human,
I do wish for my soul to be loved,
it's just that I have to think of God up above.
I've put you first before all,
sweet words, your lips, our touch,
I'd convinced myself that I can fall.
Inside me,
really...
a beast...
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