Exposing Myself
My walls are broken,
no mote to be found,
just my heart......
laying on the ground.
I stare so blankly,
I try to understand....
Weeks, and weeks....
I lay in the dark...
no one can reach me,
life and me...
tooo far apart.
I feel a tug here and there,
my inner feelings to my friends...
seems so unfair...
I JUST DON'T CARE! ! !
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I was...I can...I am! !
I was a great dancer,
dreaming to be on stage......
I was a great singer.....
a bird who seemed caged.
I was a beautiful model,
posing with etiquette and grace,
Yet I looked in the mirror,
beauty I cannot face.
I NOW can see,
beyond my flesh
of me.
Wanting to relearn
the beauty I had been.
Not depend on anyone,
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Addicted
I know that you have no place in my life,
I know....because....I had a place as a wife.
I'm not a whore that you can toss around,
I keep thinking...in...you a soul could be found.
Nothing,
Nothing but games.
Seeking a body to blame!
Knowing your game so well...
this I have to tell...
You have broken down all of my walls,
made my heart...wanting to fall.
My insides ache for you,
My thoughts....
stuck like glue.
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Force Fed Life!
Nothing of my purpose did I find....
my heart,
always kind.
Bitterness has been consumed,
like a broken record,
the game through and through....
I let people play their roles,
knowing the game,
My perspective,
never the same!
the part that I hate is clear to see,
it's just the choices I make for me.
I know my worth,
I've lived my life,
to me...
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I Don't Care!
I let people take pieces of me,
do what makes you happy.
The thing is I have become numb,
playing games to me.....dumb.
It's the disappointment that always comes....
I try not to predict an outcome!
It's always the same,
me...yep the blame.
I will give you an excuse to walk away,
I'm not in the mood to play.
Somewhere I have lost,
I don't care...at any cost.
You may think you are a catch,
to me...you are a minute,
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Exploding!
I came home for peace......
broken,
torn....
my soul I can't reach.
So happy to be around family I've missed,
loving this bliss....
Fake as the world can be,
remembering the darkest parts of me....
Mom,
you lie to be silent,
the reaction for me....
so violent! !
No one gets me,
I just want to be free.....
Connect, and explore,
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She Gets One Thought
Tangled and webbed into a vision,
take her soul,
the mission.
Watch her die alittle at a time,
she suffers,
you are fine.
With a smile on your face,
you look on her,
disgrace.....
She cries more and more,
the happiness in you,
soar.......
She pleads with her body,
to keep you with her,
you take, and laugh,
make feelings a blur.
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It's not you...It's your mama...
We both grew up in the same town,
party, party, we should all get down.
After I left,
my circle died.....
I've sat many times and cried...
all youth,
erased,
my life...
disgraced....
After moving through the pain,
a life...
yes....my gain.
Because of scars...
I'm here again! ! ! !
Real...no pretend....
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I'm loosing myself........
I've always been courted,
never have I been dragged into a cave......
This man,
so brave.
Childlike he likes to play,
a game?
or just a normal day?
I know I'm the prey....
I know I'm the prize....
Yet something...
about his eyes.
His scars can speak to my soul,
loving him..
no goal.
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Not quite healed......
I'm not sad,
I'm no longer mad....
I don't wish for things that I've had.
I feel as if I'm well,
I'm striving....no sad story to tell.
Content, with alittle discomfort...
wondering when I will be whole.
You come into my life,
as I did you...
neither wanting,
but still we do.
Accommodating the familiar,
not really with heart.....
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