The pain never goes away

The pain of abuse
Has never gone away for me.
It has stayed with me everyday.
I may as well still be
Being attacked.
For my soul is attacked
Every day from the pain
That I do feel.

My soul is scared
My heart a heavy sack.
My mind a mess of a mess

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Suicides note from me to you

I have gone now
I took the plunge
And did it a while Ago.
I dont no where Ill be now
Maybe I ll be with god
Or burn with saintan.
Who knows.

Im sorry I never explained
Or left a note
So obvious for you to find.
I should of taken the time
To explain

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No reason to live

I have no reason to live.
Wanting revenge has gone.
Whats the point of wanting
Wanting what you cant have?

I've never had the reason to live.
Lost the will.
Lost the hopeless fight.

What reason do I have to live?
None no reason atall

Amy Kerswell

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Scared to trust

Im scared to trust now.
I had my trust broken many times before.
I was left a broken girl.
I still am broken inside.

I simply cannot trust.
Its not you its me.
My trust cant be broken again.

So dont ask me to trust
Cos I cant do it.
Im to scared to trust

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My time on Earth is done

Now my time on earth is done.
And I am so very glad.
I choose to die upon this day.
Be it right be it wrong.
I took my own life.
I know some will hate me
For what I have done.
But I have now gone.

Hurt was all I knew
I didn't have a good time on this earth

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Powder cake

Im a powder cake
About to crumble
About to go to crums
About to blow

Im like a resembelence
Of a powder cake
Weak and feeble

Im like ice
Waiting to melt
My feelings frozen.

Im a powder cake
aiting to explode
Im lonely and trapped
Depression rules my life.

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Restless soul

Am I a restless soul.
A soul to be lost.
A soul not quite whole.

Im to be a restless soul
Of one that is on a search.
To find myself again.

Restles am I
A soul possed.
A soul taken.
A soul not my own.

Im to be a restless soul
Untill I find myself
Once more

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Suicide pledge

Suicide suicide.
I pledge my life to suiciide.
I so do not want to live.
I honestly have nothing left to give.
I just can not fight on.
Life has no glory.
But a sad un for told story.

So here I am saitan
Come and get me.
I pledge to suicide.
Let me burn with you

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When would you know?

When Im gone.
Would you know?
Would you realise?
Maybey your be curious.
Or even wonder why.

Was it of natrual cuases?
Then you already knew.
it was not natrual.
It was of my own doing.

This time would you know?
No you wouldnt.
I made sure
You wouldnt be there

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Enemys

I have enemys out there.
I know I do.
They've got me once.
They'll get me again.

They've destroyed my life.
I hate the uphevil strife.

The hurt raped and abused me.
When I was defenceless.
I could not fight back.

They are my enemys.
They arent the turn of the screw.

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