Into Your Eyes
When I look into your eyes,
I visualize having a child with my lips and your board smile.
When I look into your eyes,
I could never imagine a day without you in my life
When I look into your eyes,
Overwhelmed with love I can only sigh.
When I look into your eyes,
It feels like we are meant to be,
Our paths crossing was all part of our destiny.
When I look into your eyes,
I can see who you really are deep down inside.
When I look into your eyes,
There are two things that I want from you that are of great value,
And with me there'll never be an Easy come Easy go.
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I Should Be Mad
Here I am with my pen and paper
Trying to figure you out as if you're some kind of cypher
Unresponsive messages, ignored and unanswered phone calls (lost track of how many)
When you did, you gave me a silent answer
Yet you say I'm the only one that matter
Yeah you're right I'm only matter just there occupying space
"Picture of me and you what it was, what it is"
I am faded image that seems so out of place.
Unanswered phone calls ignored messages...
"What is this? " Love? Or revenge? or punishment?
You treat as if I'm a child…
And I just want to nurture you as if you were mine
I don't want to play a love game, play a love game
Do you want love or I should I accept that feelings between us aren't the same?
You are my bed of roses
Heaven only knows…this
All that you are isn't mere
And don't think for a second my feelings for you are insincere
I tried to be your Superhero but you were my "Kryptonite".
I still believe that you are my dark knight
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I (It's All About Me)
Imagine you think you could be so sad.
And you hear my voice and you smile.
So angry and in a split second filled with laughter.
Feel so sleepy knowing I am there you are full of energy.
You think that is impossible? ? ? For me it is possible.
I was once told we might not be,
For a little while I explored this dreaded fatality.
Correction.... possibility.
More so I find out it is UNKNOWN to my dictionary.
At the end of every conversation,
I dwell upon my intention.
I want to be your first and last,
So obvious it is going to be a great, big task.
I do not mind,
I think I'll do just fine.
At the end of every conversation my exact words,
I Love You.
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No Hard Feelings
Some people love; love for no reason
Others love because that’s what they believe in
I love you, I thought you loved me
When our eyes locked figured that this was our (my) destiny
So what am I to do with this love that lasts an eternity?
Why whenever we disagree I always ask myself do he love me
I can never stay long periods mad at you my heart is heavy
I keep going back to all the hurtful and awful things you said to me
Even if it was true I rather you not tell me when you’re angry
I listen to your silent words
And because of that I felt like I never did anything good
I guess I’m at the end of your stride
Nothing left to do than to quietly say my goodbye
I am a stranger in the night
I am fool for thinking you will always be mine
Nowhere to go no one to talk to
All I have is my pen and paper
Always consoling me and keeping me together
I am at lost, where is my lover
I’ll keep dreaming, I am just a hopeless dreamer
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Plan 'B
I never thought I'd react in this way for a guy that doesn't belong to me
If things didn't work out between us..he could have been my Plan 'B'
But this is no more...the day he befriended 'her'
My Plan 'B no longer exist
Didn't get the chance to tell 'A' that I quit
I blew it! ! !
I opted for the 20(20%) and left the 80(80%)
80 was good to me.. i blew it
I left him for 20
Now I have nothing my hands are empty
It took me a while to figure it out, ,
With 80 there was nothing there for me..
And I was cool with that, , , but not until lately
80 was always eager to befrend me
Hmmm.. what a friend I am, , he never neglected me
But I'm not so sure am I overpraising him?
Am I underestimating him? ...
Maybe 80 was just a mere 20
Why did he had to befrend her...
She did it before ignored my scacred ground and ifiltrated my 20
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All I want is YOU
All I want is you,
When you ask me I will say I do.
All I want is you now,
Hope you don't cry when it's time for me to recite my vow,
All I want is you.
Your style is always on point,
I agree with you when you say that you are blunt.
Always looking sexy and neat,
Cliché words 'I think you're sweet'.
Hope one day I can see you smile in your sleep,
It's weird but you got beautiful teeth.
Your smile is so bright,
So bright I have to dim the light,
You've gracefully brighten my life.
I could never still and have a silent stare,
It's jitters so happy to have you here.
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I Hate
I hate my life,
There were many times I wish I could die.
I at times really feel like dying,
But I only end up crying.
I hate my life,
And every thing (almost everything) in it.
Sometimes I just want to end it.
To forget all my miseries and sorrows,
Don't even bother about seeing another tomorrow.
At times I want to cut myself,
It's hard to do but it's like that's only thing that would help.
I know I am talking out of vexation.
I don't care.
I want to hurt the people who hurt me so bad,
Make them cry and feel real sad.
I feel so fed up,
People from outside would say 'Shut Up! ! '
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Misconception
Hmm I just called to hear your voice
Can’t hear what you’re saying (because) you’re drowned by the background noise
What? Huh? I can’t hear you speak up a little louder
Damn! Can you hear me now? Is that better?
I called to confess feelings of love for you
But as time goes by our words became few
Now you ain’t saying nothing
Got me here wondering if I’m annoying
Hey I’m out so I guess this is good-bye
No baby way u going or why…
Hmmm all you said was ‘Alright’
I mean what am I suppose to do
Afterwards, then send me a text ‘love you’
I guess that makes everything crystal blue
‘Lost in time, time in you’
We all need our spaces
Trying to figure out all these phases
It’s too much my memory can’t take this
Sitting here trying to erase shit
Misconception is what I’m speaking about
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Missed Phone Call
Dial his number,
He's up so he'll be sure to answer.
Put the phone to my ear shhh! ! ! ! It's ringing.
I looked at the phone screen and I see call waiting.
It's ringing yet I got no answer.
In my mind I'm wondering why,
You call it jealousy. I call it principle.
So mad I just want to sleep,
But I rang again for old time sake.
Maybe I shouldn't call him for some days.
I don't want to set by example,
Not even teach him a lesson.
I'm so mad to the point I don't want to do anything.
A million and one reasons,
Justifying his actions.
I think of a worse case scenario.
It is getting be all hot and bothered.
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It’s Reality
I felt insecure and a bit unsure
Finally getting it, you and I is of no more
Why did I stayed here for so long
While everything indicated I should have been long gone
I believed you was my last
Silly girl I was fooled by a maharajah
What now?
I messed up and I have myself to blame
I can’t detach myself I like the burning of this flame
Why stay?
I trust you unfortunately you don’t feel the same way
You want to but you won’t
It’s understandable why you are so cold
You’ve given up on me yet I still keep faith
You say it ‘us’ won’t but still I wait and I wait
My mother laughs and makes jokes …
She said she should have beat me more when I was a child
Because it seems as if like to cry
You didn’t ask but I gave you the best of me
And through it all I lost my identity
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