Living With This Pain

It’s cold and the pain never stops. As rain falls it hits my soul. I’m not even in control of my own body. Trying to hold back these tears but nothing works. It seems like I’m not capable of doing anything any more. I’ve tried so hard, but it seems like I don’t succeed. Don’t give up and have faith. But sadly I do. Setting a goal is all I can accomplish, but hurting my loved one is what I graduate in. Sometimes I think why am I even here? I really can’t do anything. No matter what they say; I still feel the same. This pain is starting to grow in deep. Sadly I don’t want it to go away. It gives me a reason to be quiet and to myself. But everyone around me is saying that I’m just full of smiles and joy. Only if they knew what was really wrong with me. Even I can’t tell you that. Still tryin’ to figure myself out. It’s a crazy feeling when you don’t know who you are. Yet the fact you can’t even make the person you want the most smile. Living with this pain...

poem by Rachel Martin
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Village Of Hopes And Dreams

As we all come upon a death of a certain loved one
We all grief in the same way with our heads down.
As we all lose the championship,
We all grief in the same way with our heads down.
As we all fail a test, of which we tried so hard on,
We grief in the same way with our heads down.
As we all walk in the rain the same, so sad
The mood of the storm changes us
We all grief in the same way with our heads down.
As we all cry the same with blood-shot eyes, hoping no one sees us,
We all grief in the same way with our heads down.
As we all pray to God that this pain will stop,
We never think what we’ve down for him.
As I have lost something so great,
I lift my head to the sky
Pray to God that he will bless me with the opportunity
Of doing better next time.
As I learned from my elders the way you walk can tell a lot about yourself.
So I walk with my head up high, knowing God has sent his angels
To guide me in my path.

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poem by Rachel Martin
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