Future Plans
Cant you see there vindictive plan
Taking land and controlling man
Governments scams, and corruptive cops
Innocent lives lost by there random shots
Illuminati, masons and crooked politics
Your wrists being fitted with mini micro chips
Brainwashing, survalance and feeding us lies
Many are blind to what's in front of there eyes
Were in the end time or mass population decline
Some say im wrong and that ive lost my mind
Like a life being controlled never crossed there mind
I wont be fooled by there words, I will never comply
Got to put up a fight either that or we die
Denying is for the weak gotta speak or scream
Afraid to sleep im having crazy dreams
Vivid pictures of the future, I see worse times
If you look hard enough you will see the signs
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A Sleepless Night
Starring out
at the star lit sky
To tired to sleep
Watch the night go by
The eerie sound
Of a hooting owl
Autum leaves falling down
The bold winds growl
Milk bottles rattle
Cats screeching
As they fight in battle
A falling star
Catches my eye
A distant dogs bark
Receives a reply
The clouds uncover
The midnight moon
That brings a pale light
To brighten my room
A branches shadows
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Troubled Times
Im sick of it, all this violence and war in front of my eyes
But ill never escape it as long as im under these skies
These are troubled times that we living in
And everything around me makes me feel like giving in
I got a ton of; problems and head full of stress
The visions and the voices makes me think im possed
Get it off my chest cause I gotta struggle on
Were in our last days what the hell is going on
Answers to questions that im never gonna find
But I cant stop this from eating away at my mind
I want shut my eyes till the day that I die
Cause almost everything I was ever told was a lie
So I got to get a plan cause there is no hope
I got to change my life but I no I really wont
Everyday I wake up is like a\knife to my throat
With out a life jacket just trying to stay a float
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I'M Sorry
I no u get worried with my shouts and my screams
fed up with my theory's and disturbing dreams
My un provoked mood swings leave u confused
My negative attitude leaves your heart bruised..
I no you must think that im pushing you away
I'm not, it's my anger making me this way
I no at times it don't seem like im trying
Cause more than not im the reason your crying
In a rush of rage I say things I don't mean
But I never mean it however harsh it may seem
I hate myself for making you cry
Cause when I do I want to die
I don't deserve you for that Im sure
Your eyes are caring and heart is pure
I couldn't imagine us been apart
You healed my pain with your loving heart
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CLOuded MinD
Sorrow pain and guilt, over what I feel ive become
Heartache that causes restless sleep and tears are freely run
My empty stares and doomsday fears, were did I start to fall
To the point im so distant from god that I can not here him call
How do I snap out this mood and climb out this dark chaotic hole
that's cursed my soul invaded my brain and gradually took control
Must fight these paranoidthoughts and feelings
And take back my mind that this torment is stealing.
But the more are fight to keep my sanity
The more I distant from normality
More self possed, , stressed and feeling tired
Recalling things I once desired
My sole longs for warm quiet summer days
With my loving, family and positive way
So I pray to the lord one last time and listen patiently for a sign
To fight the demons corrupting me and heal my clouded mind
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A-z
A is for the ANGER that I feel inside
B is for the BETRAYL of my friends that lied
C is for the CELL that im trapped in everyday
D is for the DREAMS that I have when I lay
E is for the EFFORT as I; m trying to change
F is for the FEELINGS that I try to re-arrange
G is for GINA my amazing sister
H is for my HATE I'm twisted and bitter
I is for ILLNESS causr I; m sick of this life
J is for the JEAULOSY of not having a wife
K is for KILLERS I'm surrounded by many
L is for the LAUGTHTER I havnt got any
M is for MUM because she is my queen
N is for NARCOTICS and the old routine
O is for OBSERVE the worlds that im writing
P is for PARANOIA that I get from the white
Q is for QUICK as life is still going
R is for the RAIN of my tears that are flowing
S is for STARVING I want a full meal
T is for the TEMPTATION of returning to deal
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Falling
As I awake in this hell, same thing different day
My body gets up but my minds far away
I try to function and get myself to motivate
But I cant snap out of this depressing state
Reality quickly grabs at me
The devil tries take another stab at me
I miss normality
Were is it leading
My life has no meaning
So I pray to GOD every single day
I pray and pray every night and day
Hail Mary full of grace
Pray for me I'm a reckless case
In my soul I cant find no hope
Just a gaping whole
Amendable tear
When im sober it hurts more than I can bear
Its like my life is one big mistake,
I never really smile when I do it's fake
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My Queen
The first time I captured the spark in your emerald eyes
That boldly struck me by surprise
Your smile took my gaze and made me grin
Something wonderful came from within
I know right then we were ment to be
Side by side u and me
Before I met you I was empty and alone
You touched my heart that I thought was stone
we both have been through so much strife
But having our son was happiest day of my life
He brings so much joy for that is true
And im so content it was with you
I times I thought we would drift apart with the pressure
However it jus bought us closer together
Although are world is shining bright
Are personalities are far from unlike
but makes us strong and keeps us tight
you've had to deal with a lot in life
And still so caring gentle and ripe
I promise to always be there
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A Journey of a £20 Note
Crisp and fresh at the start of my journey
I come at a price your have to earn me
Stored in the bank then im disbursed
Through a hole in the wall and straight in your purse
No time to rest im changing hands
And into the shops till im slammed
Shut away with familiar faces
When im exchanged, another replaces
Stuffed into the pocket of a strangers jeans
Unscruffed and straightened then stuffed in a machine
In I go, pushed in at an angle
Used and abused for the sake of a gamble
Left in the dark, then out a few of us springs
Me and another Is what this smirking man wins
Lead away but not very far
Handed over for a round of drinks at the bar
Before I could rest I was exchanged again
placed on a table with to creepy old men
I hoped I wouldn't be stopped here long
The men got excited and I was slipped in a thong
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The Truth
Forget what they tell you, It's all a lie
World domination and the eye in the sky
Im not exaggerating not even slightly
They manipulate people, so there plans are likely
In capitol hill them cowards were laughing
The twin towers were crashing, they allowed it to happen
There vindictive lies will bring mass destruction
Corrupt plans and a population reduction
There aim for the new world order are now in sight
with some of the sickest shit ive ever seen in my life
Open your eyes we must fight back for survival
Followers of Torah, Quaren or the Bible.
Schools, music, media is just a few that they lie through
Many prophets warn us this in the bible
Devour the fragments and the media's sight
Don't sell your soul to the devil and get lost in the night
Cause deep depression and emptiness will lead to suicide
It's the struggle inside yourself that keeps you alive
God is watching over us to keep the evidence clear
while Lucifer whispers orders Obama's ear
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