You're Not My Sister

You say you’re my sister
But all you do is yell, degrade, and hit.

You say you’re my sister
But yet you say you don’t care.

Sometimes I wish that the past
Was here again.

Sometimes I wish that
I had already ended my life.

Yet, I know that
I should not do that.

Not yet at least.
Not until I see
My best friends wedding.

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I Believe...Sometimes

Sometimes I believe
that this world
is not for me.

And sometimes I believe
that I'm done waiting
for someone for me.

And then sometimes I believe
that life is no longer worth living
for someone like me.

But then sometimes I think
it can all be taken away
with just a blink.

So I hold on,
hold out for now
til I believe
that you no longer need me.

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A Lover's Death

Lost in the moment,
Lost in the thought,
Everything forgets me, not.

Deep in the ocean
without a care
I just wish that you werent there.

Lost our memories,
Lost your touch,
Everthing between us.

I must move on
But do not dare
Because I still care.

My love was lost
At a painful cost.
My world now shattered,
My world now nothing,

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Inevitable

Fear
Anger
These emotions are too much
Take away the pain
For they weigh heavy much.

Upon my fragile shoulders
I feel the weight begin to lift,
The knife has done its job
As my blood begins to drip.

Fear of being blamed
For a death that wasn't my fault,
Anger from my weakness
that the fear had brought.

Fear and Anger
Emotions I know so well
Have brought along the inevitable
As the puddle begins to swell.

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Snow...

I know not how I'll die.
I know not the time,
but what I do know
is that I will die.

It may not be tomorrow.
It may not be next year.
But what I do know
is that there will be snow.

I love snow.
It glitters and glissens.
I love snow.
It's like a blessin'.

Snow is pure.
Snow is white.
But most of all
it's a wonderful sight.

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Isn't this Heart Broken Enough?

Why must you tease me
Why must you hate me
Isn’t this heart broken enough

Why do you hate me
Make me take all your anger
Isn’t this heart broken enough

Why do kiss me
If your love is untrue
Isn’t this heart broken enough

Why did you pull the trigger
When you knew I was there
Why do you make me feel the pain
Of you not being there

Take all my anger
And all my pain
Turn it into

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SUICIDE is not a WANT but a NEED

Suicide is what I want
Suicide is what I need
To live without these feelings
growing within me.

You said I cut for attention
You were right on some level.
In the beginning that is what it was for
Attention.
But even though you found out
you left me alone without care or doubt
you thought that after seeing a counsler
I would be just fine
but I want what is supposed to be mine
the attention of others
and no lonliness for thee
its what I want
not these feelings within me.

Pain and suffering

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Fear is My Destiny

Fear and pain
are two factors
that make up my fear.
But what you do not know is that
some wont realize
and some wont see
my greatest fear
is about to be.
Life and happiness
are two things in my existence
l will never know again
after my fear begins.
Keep pushing me
in this direction
and i wont be here
for your detection.
My life force will slip past my fingers
into the hands of god
to where he will judge
where i belong.

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