You betrayed me....

We were like brothers.....closer than ever......and I always took up for you when you needed me and always took the first punch for you......and now in my darkest hour I need you I called out for you and you just smirked and walked away.....I suffered.....I bled......I fought with you, DEFENDING you never saying 'no' or 'not my problem' Did I? And you just walk away when I needed you most.....you abandoned me.....Your closest friend.....And I thought we were true friends.....I was wrong....I was a Fool to trust you....and now I am nothing more than a shattered soul longing for a purpose....when you betrayed me....it tore me apart...but you don't care...you just watch and smirk at my newly found state of depression.... when you first said hi I thought I could have an actual friend....but now I am back to my misery.... Every night I wake from a nightmare so unbearable That I am gasping for air.....but ballast am forever a prisoner to depression.....with nothing left to live for....and now I look upon the tears of blood that I shed every night to relieve myself...to know I am still breathing....

poem by Matthew Hunt
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