I tend to wear outfits that match the walls.
I push for what I think can be the best, and if I feel they're not going for the best, it kills me.
I don't believe in careers. I believe in work. I'm not interested in some 'big picture that would be really good for me'.
I was never afraid of failure after that because, I think, coming that close to death you get kissed. With the years, the actual experience of course fades, but the flavor of it doesn't. I just had a real sense of what choice do I have but to live fully?