Escape The Fate
Life has given us all a task
and weather or not we choose to accept it
confurms weather we live or die.
We have no other option
unless, ofcourse, we choose to take our life ourself
But either way, we are still going to die
but perhaps picking the choice of dieing would be the smartest thing to do
because we are only going to be here for so long anyway
I sit here and inticipate the day that i will die
i have yet to figure out how to go about that process
i'm waiting, for what, will the answer come out of the sky?
I doubt it, just more destress
Will I be sucsessful?
or shall my plans fail?
Yes! I can do this
Am I obligated to let anyone know?
It could take a rather long time.
Am I ready for the wait?
Is life's wait, or death longer?
Who will know?
All of these will be answered in the after, if there will be anything
Or perhaps i shall be alone for the rest of eturnity.
Tyler My Love
Is he real
Can I believe him
Can I tell him the truth about me
Will he belive me
Do I know enough about him
Life Is about learning
But I must know all about him
I would give him my life
Set it down for him
If he were to need anything
And I could supply it
Not a doubt In my mind
I would get it for him
Does he deserve it
I want to belive It so badly
That nothing else matters
To call him mine
Knowing that he wont leave
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Change For Acceptance
Being here, not having opened up to anyone
My life seems to have taken the place of everything that used to be important to me
No longer having the time of day for my family and friends
All alone at all hours of the day
And what Is It that I do?
Sit there in my bedroom thinking about all of the things i could have done differently
Would I change myself to benifit thouse that I love?
But I can only change if i posses the desire to all by myself
No one can drive me into doing something that I don't feel comfortable in doing
Why won't my father accept me for who I am?
Did I ever do anything to him that was worth all that I went through?
The only thing I ask for is that he will love me
I mean, I am his child, so he should cherish the time that he has with me
Because you never know what you have until it's gone
If I were to die, maybe then he would relize how important I am to him
If it affected him at all about my death
And if thats what it takes then Is It really worth It?
I swear that he doesnt even love me, because people you love you treat much better
He loves my brother more that the whole world, and I'm so jelious
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