Tick tock
Time is ticking by.
Tick tock tick tock.
Like a clock.
Time is rushing on by.
Tick tock death is near.
Don't play it by ear.
Tick tock my life is nearly done.
Ticktock my life has almost gone.
Life is not always fun.
Razor to wrists.
Knife to throat.
Vodka and pills swallowed.
Life has beaten me.
It had won in the end
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I'm so sorry
Im so sorry
Im so sorry really I am
Please forgive me
For what I am about to do.
Please dont hate me
Im sorry I ve done this
Sorry I ve choosen death
Im sorry but it was my only way.
Sorry but I cant go on
Its my choice
Its the decision I have made.
I cant take life any more
I cant live in my pain.
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Burning Pain
Pain and helplessness.
Burns and simmers away.
It all buns inside.
I cant rember a pain free day!
Pain burns away.
Reminding me
I can never be free.
The burning pain.
The sensation I feel.
Like my head will explode.
Pain burns like fire.
With the amber flames.
Not to crumble to ash.
Always smoking
And smouldering away.
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Burning Flesh
I burnt myself again.
The pong of the rotten smell.
The flames seep my skin.
Burning like a fire.
With the amber flame.
Strange as it sounds
I dont feel the pain.
A twisted sense of realese.
The pain I do not feel
As my flesh bursts into flames.
Skin peeling like a snake.
It dosent bother me.
I need and deserve the pain.
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Lost
Im a person lost.
Im lost in my despair.
Lost within my fears.
As my despair deepens.
I begin to think
That maybe Ill be lost forever.
I feel so lost.
Oh which way do I go.
Just which path do I take.
Will I ever find the way?
Lost in a world not real
In my world not quite sain.
Only to be like pain.
Will I always be lost?
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I wanna leave now
I Wanna leave now.
I wanna just curl up and die.
I wanna leave and never come back.
No need to pack.
Dont need noubt Where im going.
For Im going off and away.
Im off to join sainton.
And burn in hell.
Wont know the difference
cos I lived in hell.
I want to leave right now.
Stuff waiting my turn.
Im calling time on my life
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Grandad my only friend
You understood me
You held me while I cried.
You werent just my grandad.
You were my friend too.
`You loved me uncoindtionaly.
You never did judge me.
You were an angel
Sent from above
You would sit and play.
But now your gone
The family chain is broken
All the links have gone.
I miss you so much
I wish you could come back
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Can't You See Do You Even Care
Can't you see that this is killing me.
Do you even care.
I don't know what to think any more.
All I know is that this killing me.
My pain no one knows but me.
It's killin me little by little.
More and more.
Day by day.
Its taking me.
Theres nothing left
One day it'll be too late.
You'll wake up in the morning and I'll be gone.
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Standing above looking down on you after my suicide
Im standing above and
see you allAfter my suicide
In the after math I see you cry.
I see your anger.
I see you still dont get why.
I wish I could of explained
But then you would of stopped me
Like the many times before.
I look down from above
I see you cry
Amoungst and admist other things.
Stop crying or least
ont be angry
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I had to do it
I had to do it
I had to do it.
I had to take the overdose
And razor to my alrady sliced arms.
I just had to do it
I had to give up the fight.
Try as I might
I will not win the fight
Life has takrn me
The crap beat me in the end.
It has destroyed me
It wanted me dead.
Now its got what it wanted.
I had to do it
Amy Kerswell
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