Stitches hiden pain

Cant you see me.
Why do you look straight through me.
My pain I wear like a patchwork blanket.
The stitches hard to see.
Maybe thats what is with my pain.
Mabey thats why you cant see.
Becuase I learned to hide it so well.

So I dont blame you.
For my pain I dont see.
But I feel it.
Its bursting at the seems

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The final call

Here I am.
Im calling out please take meout of this world.
I dont want to live any more.
Please dont belive it was cos it was a bore.
That is far from the truth.

Here I am
Can I make it any more obvious?
I dont want to live any more.

Now the calls have stopped.
I've done the deadly deed.
My life I have slain

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Expect nothing

I expect nothing now.
Learned not tonexpect.
Dont listen do a thing
Promises are promises
But always get broken.

Expectations are crap
I have none
Cos it all goes wrong
And nothing goes to plan.
Things promised from 1
Are never kept.

Expect absoultley nothing
Then you wont be let down.
Expect nothing is my motto

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Hidden

Hidden away I am.
Locked in my world of dispare.
I have to hide away.
Its safer that way.
No one can get me.
I can hide my pain.

Its all well hidden to the human life.
All hidden deep inside of me.
Hidden its all hidden.

Ive hidden myself away.
Hidden my life in my world.
Just hidden it all is.
Its best that way

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Broken

My life is nothing near grate.
Nothing near a bliss.
To you I'm happy.
And you think my life is grate.
But honestly you have no idea.
Becuase I'm breaking inside.
And my hart is almost about to break.

But inside I'm already broken.
Becuase stolen was my token.
My life and hart is broke.
I fear it can't be mended.

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A scrabbled mind

My mind is round the bend.
Mashed and scrambled like eggs.
My mind is controlled by an evil from afar.
I fear that I am going mad.
But keep it to myself I will.

My mind is strange.
It has gone like a scrabbled egg.
All mushy and not whole.
I feel worse than yestuarday.
My mind I am losing.
And going round the twist

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When the time comesand i top myself what will you think of me now?

When the time comes near.
And I stare death in the face.
What will you think of me?

When I am dead and gone.
And my body is cold and still in the ground.
What will you think of me?

Will you hate me,
for departing this world.
In such a monnor?

When the time comes.
And I stare death in the face.
Please let me go

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You didnt help me

You didnt help me
You were there
You could see
what was happening.
Your saw I was being abused.
All you did is look on.
He was your brother.
But you could of helped.
Instead of laughing.
Why didnt you help
Why did you laugh.
Then try to have your turn.
I hate you both.
Your both vile
Worse than that.

Amy Kerswell

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Letting you think I'm ok

I'm so tired.
I just want to go back home.
I have to let you all think I'm ok.
So that you don't suspect.
Suspect what I am going to do.

I hate my life.
I only have one path to take.
As I walk down to the train tracks.
I'm hoping It'll all be over soon.

Here I am sitting there waiting.
Waiting for the train to come.

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Sirens of my heart.

The sirens in my heart are screaming.
I only wish you to stop.
Please don't hurt me any more.
I don't want to play the game no more.
Please don't hurt me.
I can't tell mummy.
And I can't tell daddy.
I'll be in trouble if I do.
And you'll hurt them to.

The sirens in my heart.
All Them years a go.
Begged for you to stop

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