Ask how she is she just lies
Ask her how she is she just lies.
She wont tell you the truth.
Even though it's fixed in her eyes.
Ask her how she is.
She'll tell you she's just fine.
But she's lying she's not coping that well.
Ask her how she's doing.
She'll tell you she's just fine.
She's lying though.
She's not coping to well.
Lifes troubles and stuff have got her down.
Ask her how she is.
But she'll lie and tell you she's fine.
She dosent want you to know.
She don't want to let you know.
That shes going to take her life one day soon.
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My eyes tell the storyBut m
The pain never goes away;
The wounds will never heal.
The evil that was done to me by you.
But my eyes they tell the story of hurt and pain.
The black will never turn to gray;
The blood will not congeal.
The violence is never through;
The past does not depart.
Time dosent heal the past.
Part sufferer, part comforter,
Part victim, part new song;
Becuase of you my eyes tell a nasty story.
A story with no glory.
I was and am the victim of you.
Your eyes were wild with rage.
My eyes told the tell of fear
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Please dont be sad
Please dont be sad.
Yes I took my own life.
Becuase it was to much strife.
My pain I couldnt bare.
At least now you dont have to watch me killing myself.
It's all done and over.
I'm sorry really I am.
But please just remember this.
Please dont cry for me mummy.
I am right here.
Although you cant see me.
I see your tears.
I visit often.
And when its time to close your eyes.
On your pillow is where I lay.
I hold your hand and stroke your hair.
And whisper in your ear.
If you sad today mummy.
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Dear Evil Depression
You are evil.
You are the one.
The one that brings me to my knees.
You have stuck in a tree.
You'll never let me be free.
Never allow me just to be me.
You are my enemy.
You are my master.
You controll my every move.
I wish that I could give you the shove.
Depression you'll never be my friend.
Becuase I hate you.
All you do is allow me to hurt.
You make me hurt to.
You have me trapped in a vice.
You prey on my weakness.
You come in the dark of the night.
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How could you?
How could you do such a thing?
You treted me as some kind of garbage.
It was as if I was a toy.
You raped me not once.
Not twice but times than I can count.
I said no I begged you to stop.
I cryed for you to get off.
I screamed in pain.
But for some twisted reason you laghed and carried on.
How could you do that?
Even when you knew.
You knew others had done the same.
But it didnt stop you.
You still raped me.
All I can say is how could you?
Years later Im full of hate.
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With love
To the one I miss so much.
Grandad my best friend
Your life was a love.
Your smile always shining.
With your brighr sparkly blue eyes.
How I miss you so.
You were full of love.
You were good and true.
But god called you home.
How I miss you no one will no.
You were kind and loving.
And simply just the best.
Now your gone
My hart is in 2
But your never far away.
For in my hart you will stay.
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Pain
I have this funny feeling deep within.
It's a pain that rages in my heart.
It's a sadness I can't off load.
It leaves angry every day.
For each second I breath.
I get no relife.
I have a pain deep in my heart.
I wish this pain would depart.
This pain in runs through my veins.
Infecting my blood.
This weird feeling overpowers me.
Leaving me weak at the knees.
My life has no glees.
My life has lots of lows.
Sometimes it has the highs too.
But this pain is my future.
And not the distant past.
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What will you think now?
What will you think of me now?
I wonder will you hate me?
Or will you even speak my name in the same tone?
Or will you draw a curtain as if I never existed?
I never meant to cuase you this pain.
Honestly I never.
I truly belived it would be better this way.
Not just for me but for you to.
If I were to look down from the sky.
Would I see you happy smiling face?
Or would I see it streaked with tears?
If I were to look above where my body lays.
Would I see you standing there?
Please dont mourn for me Im gone
Amy Kerswell
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I have a secret
I have a secret thats been locked up for years.
Becuause of all my fears.
I couldn't ever tell.
I couldn't say he's hurting me.
I never said he's doing things he shouldn't.
I have a secret that's still close to my heart.
Some abuse I spoke about.
This one I never did get off of my chest.
The threats of what would happen were at high stakes.
I'll hurt you if you tell make no mistake.
My innocence he did take.
My happiness he took.
And my childhood he did brake.
The secret I still hold.
I cant say.
I dont no how safe that will be.
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My Babies gone to soon
A moment you were in Mummy's tummy
But you weren't to stay long.
God needed two new Angels to be in Heaven
He decided you my babies should never no,
the pain of this earth.
To heaven you went your tiny feet,
never got to touch the ground.
A moment you were with Mummy
Swiftly and quickly you were gone.
God needed you both for grater plans.
My Angels Mummy wanted you so much.
She wanted to feel your touch.
Mummy has been blessed because she held you in her womb.
Mummy has 2 Angels above.
But it's not where she wanted you to be.
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