Darkness all around

Theres a darkness thats always around.
Its within the light of the day.
And over takes the sunshine.
There never was any light for me to see.
Never a hand to reach.
Never a ear to hear.
No eye to see my pain.

I accept I'll have darkness forever.
I already no thats my fate.
The darkness looms worse than a shadow.
It like a black cloud.

The darkness is always near.
My pleas it does not adear.
The darkness is called depression.
Once it had its grip.
I knew it would never leave.

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Unbrakeable chains

These chains around me are all but unbrakable.
They leed my to self distrution.
But still I cant brake these chains.
The chains of depression.
They are wrapped around me tight as tight.

I Hate these chains.
As they pull me down.
These chains bring me to my knees.
Never braking never losening.
These chains are the demon from afar.

These chains have put me in selfdestruct.
The chains pressed the buttons long ago.
These chains will never brake.
Never brake untill I've met my end.

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Lifes Missfit

Im a missfit of life.
Never had nowhere to belong.
Argue with every1
this was my way.
Confontation everywhere I went.

Anger eating away.
Death my only way.

I didnt fit any where in life.
Just an accident waiting to happen.
Why oh why was I born?

As a waste of life
And a waste of time.

Only my life wasnt a waste to some#
It was grate for them to use and abuse.

Now I see

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Do You Know Who I Am?

Do you know who I am.
I am the angry wind that storms the night.
I am the rain that pours.
I am the storm of the night.
I am your future.
Not your distant past.
I am the rush of the fast.

I am the evil one that fills you hart.
I am the one who will not part.
I am the one who captured you from the start.

I will never let you go.
To me you shall bow.
I am your master.
I'd be who you must obey.

I am depression.
Your only lord and master.
I will leave you.

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How load is pain?

How loud is pain?
Can any one hear does anyone know?
Can you see my sat hunched against the wall.
Just how much futher can I fall?
Here I am all the pain pileing on.

How loud is pain?
Can any one see my hidden tears?
Can anyone see all my fears?
I wonder why all these years?
Just how much more can I take?

How loud is pain?
Can pain ever be clear?
My heart is braking in two.
Here I sit my back against the wall.
My head in my knees.
Only I know the truth.
How loud is pain?

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Screaming skin

My skin is howling for the pain.
I can do it again.
I have to do it again
my skin want me to.
I can't hurt no more than what I already do.
So here I am I take the final straw.

And I rip and slip into the darkness beyond.
I can't let go of this feeling, that I am screaming.
Torture hurt and pain.
Am I going insane.
As I wash out all the stains.

It's all most scary when this is your twisted sense of relife.
No more short sleeved tops not untill the end of time.
No more looking nice

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The ones who broke my hart

I'll never forget the people that made my body weak.
And would never allow me to speak.
You said my voice I mustn't leak.
I hate you I hate you I hate you.
This was no game.
It was power for you.
For me it was torture and pain.

I hate you I hate you.
I really hate you.
My hart is sad angry and raging.
I want my life back but its to late.
You all took that part of my life.

You all raped me.
You made me weak
And you made me cry.
Your tour my hart and sole.
Anfd I fucking well hate you

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Dreams

Dreams can be kept.
Thankfully its one thing to keep.
That people cant take away.
My dreams cant be stolen.
They are mine foe keeps.
Its one thing no bastards can take.

I have a dream
To be somebody.
Not to be useless.

My drem is to be
A poet
My dream is to be a writer.

My drem was to do work.
I probally cant do.
But I can be a poet.
Its want I want to be.,

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Did you ever give a shit?

Did you ever give a shit?


Did you ever care?
Did you ever give a shit.
You never gave it a second thought.

All you wanted was to hurt me.
You made me visit hell.
You told me not to tell.

Do you no how much I hate you.
You fucking vile piece of scum?
I absoultely dispise you.
I wish you dead.

Did you ever give a shit.
Did you care about what you did.
You raped me.
Then you turned and laughed.

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Sitting hurting alone

I sit here all alone.
I hear someone call my name.
Amy Amy Amy.
I turn to see who it is.
But at that poin no one is there.
Its the voices in my head.
Of the past truamatic events.

Sitting here on my own.
I hear the familar call my name.
Amy it was your fualt.
You made me do it to you amy.
You neede punishing amy.

Sat here all on my own.
You appear once again.
Standing over me.
I know what is about to come.
The familar pain.
The sting and hurt.

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