I seem to roam

And still I seem to roam.
With my way lost.
And the path not on track.
So still I continue to roam.
I've lost the way back home.

My hart is heavy.
My heart is all but very sad.
My head is pounding.
But my hart is broken.
It will not heal.
Becuase I am left to roam.

All I do is roam.
Fighting coping on my own.
I've never felt so alone.
As I still continue to roam.
Facing each day as it comes.
Wishing it was the last.
I still continue to roam.

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No one listened

No one listened to me.
I tried to get help.
I just wanted it to stop.
But all I got was called a liar.
I was just ignored.

I just didn't want to play the game anymore.
With it all happening at once.
More that one person.
Another piece of me died.
Day by day I got angryer.

So why didn't you listen to me.
I wasn't a bad kid.
All I ever wanted was for the games to stop.
But all I would recive is a life sentence.
Abuse is one thing I can't forget

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Keep me in your heart for a while

Shadows loom from across the skies.
Your tears spill down your cheeks.
For your only girl took her life.
She did do the deed of suicide.
She loves you so much.
But with love and pain weighed up.
Pain was so much grater.
Suicide she thought was a way out.

She has only one message for you.
Keep me in your heart for a while.
Let me go now I'm dead and gone.
Don't waste your life wondering why.
None of that matters now.
Live your life and be happy.

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Am I ever alone?

Am I ever alone


I get this weird felling inside.
When all I can do is tremble and hide.
All I can do is slip down the slide.
This weird feeling inside.
It leads my to the brink of suicide.
Am I ever alone.

The stupid Questions.
I am never alone.
The shit feeling.
They arise from deep inside.

Its a weird felling.
Of one I know is true.
I am never alone.

There is people out there.

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I couldn't stay

I am dead now.
Becuase I couldn't stay.
I didn't know how.
In the end life lost it's shine.
My life never was to glow.
I didn't want to grow.

I couldn't stay any longer.
Everything I touch went wrong.
I destroyed everything I touched.
I was hurting people most close to me.
They'll be better off without me.

I could't stay in the fight.
Some how I knew I'd lose in the end.
I never wanted any of this.
But I did want my death.
I just couldn't stay.

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A star light away

Your a thousand stars away.
The brightest shining star in the sky.
You are the glisten of the rain.
And the glistening of the stars.

Your a thousand starlights away.
But still you live in my heart.
I love you still the same.

If love could of saved you.
You would still be here today.

Love lives forever
So reall you did not die
So I never will forget you.

Well untill my time.
I will keep you in my heart.
When my time comes.
I will see you again

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Colours of Pain

Red deep and red angry red.
For her eyes only see the anger thats around her.
Blue for the thousands of tears cried.
Black for the despair and depression life brings her way.

Red is all she sees.
For the anger that fills her within.
Anger that has lived for so long.
While she trys to figure where it went wrong.

Blue for the tears.
Tears that will not fall.
There no water fall.

Blak for the dispare and depression.
That life has brought her way.

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In a place

Razor in hand.
Blood flows as my skin bleeds.
I have to do this.
I have to bleed.
Its what my body needs.
I need the pain,
I need to feel.
My heart feels made of broken steal.
I have to do this
Just so I feel in place.

My body needs the pain,
Its much better to be able to feel.

Inside I am numb.
My brain is all but mush.

Now the blood is flowing freely,
At last the locked up tears are out,
they flow in my blood freely.

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Depression isn't obvious suicide is

Depression isn't obvious but suicide is.
My pain nobody sees.
My my mangled body they shall see.
My head was all but a mess.
Depression overtaking me.
Suicide was to be my bid for freedom.
Becuase deppression isn't obvious but suicide is.

Depression is never obvious even when its staring them in the face.
But now suicide will be obvious how can it not?
Now my life is too much to bear.
Suicide I shall commit.
Now its obvious but its all too late.

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My reasons why

Maybe I'm a coward or a wimp.
But I have to end my life now.
But Had to say some kind of goodbye.
I couldn't go leaving you wondering why.

I've been desperate for so long.
I was done to many wrongs.
It could be told within a song.

But I've choosen to die now.
My heart was heavy and sad.
When all I lived in was bad.
As I'm on my way out I am glad.

Rape and abuse.
Thats mainly why.
I've far to many enemies out there.
Belive me this is for the best

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