A Bright Red Scream
A bright red scream
I have bright red angry screams.
Not within the voice of me.
But in the markss on my arms.
I cut and cut.
Now my scream is out and free.
My screams are nasty red cuts.
Angrier by the day.
Each cut is my
My bright red scream.
Every cut a new scream.
Screaming louder and louder.
The bright red scream.
Sets me free
If not for long
Just for a while.
My anger comes and goes
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Black cloud in a storm
Black cloud in a storm
I fell lkie a black cloud in a storm.
But stuck in the storm I am.
So depressed so sad.
Hurt angry and alone.
Death now will be the end of me.
I cant live another day.
Another day in the storm.
I want to go to sleep
And not wake up again.
So so very tired.
I'll always be in the storm.
For as long as my heart beats.
When my heart stops beating.
I'll be out of the storm.
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The suicide note
This is the hardest part of all.
Writing your farewell.
Explaing why.
But you try not to hurt people to much.
Now this girl has had it.
She had had enough.
The bastards the abusers and the bullies.
It was cos of them.
That she was driven to this.
To my family I'm sorry.
To my abuse you've won and I hate you.
To my beloved pets I'll miss you.
But I'll still adore you.
I'm now a butterfly.
Becuase I live to roam.
And at last I am free
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I can't face another day
I'm so very sorry.
But yes its so very very true.
I just cant face another day.
I simply cant live this way.
My life was over so very long ago.
Before it ever really began.
When the bastards entered my life.
I knew then it wouldnt be long.
I just had to find the courage.
To do what I had to do.
When I took my life.
I knew it was for keeps.
My suffering would end.
I tryed not be the victim in life.
But all of that was in usless vain.
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Suffering
Why did I have to live through this pain?
A thousand winds blow.
And the demons touture my soul.
Im reaching out.
But all I seem to do is recive hate.
Stop me breathing.
Stop my hart beating.
All I want is out of this.
Im suffering so bad.
My only tempory realese is to cut.
I only want the suffering to end.
It drives me around the bend.
My only answer is to cut.
And do nothing but.
I want out of this pain.
I want my suffering to end
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Tommorrow I will be dead
Tommorrow i may not be here.
I could be dead and free
Free at last.
Most people think its
A cowards way.
If they are trying to break
Free from a crime they did
Then yes its a cowardly thing.
But if they are trying
To break free from pain
Then no.
As I sit thinkiing
It would be better
For me to die.
Its like a tiny part
wants me to stay
But the bigger part
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Im ready
I am ready.
Sitting here waiting.
Waiting for what you may ask?
I'm waiting for death to take me.
Then I can be with my loved ones,
That have gone on before me.
I'm ready to take my life.
Nice sharp blade in my box.
And a bottle of pills in the cuboard.
All I have to do is wait for the angel of death.
And hope I breathe my last breath.
I'm happy now in the arms heaven.
Here I am reunited with my loved ones.
Now I feel safe once again
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Slish slash my wrists
With a slish and a slash.
My wrists pour of blood.
Blood surrounds me.
My emotions are free.
Only for a while.
With each new cut
I have to make.
I loose all hope
That things will ever change.
With a new scar.
It has the story to tell.
What a mess im in.
Each cut
For a reason.
The dropp of blood.
All the hatred
All the pain
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I will make you bastards pay
I will make you all pay.
Victory will be mine one day.
And then I will of made all of you pay.
Victory will be mine.
I will replenish everything.
You must pay.
The justice bollocks system.
Didnt make you pay.
So now I will.
I will serve my own justice.
Then justice will prevel.
Once Ive dished my justice
And sold it on a plate.
I will of made you pay
Thats a must do
On my list.
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Deaths gate
There's a gate that I want to walk through.
I want to go to deaths gate.
Where all my troubles will be gone.
No more hartache no more fears.
Just the freedom of tommorrrow.
Without the fears of the day.
Itll keep my demons away.
I want to go to deaths gate.
To end my life and strife.
I dont want to be in this lifetime of hate.
Theres a gate I'll go through soon.
I'll be entering deaths gate.
It wont be an acicedent you see.
It'll be suicide
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