Mystery beast

Do you know me?
Thats the question you ask.
Well I know you allright.
I am the beast.
That fucks up your day.

What is this mystery beast.
The one that eats my day by day?
Why does this unforseen beast pick on me?
What did I ever do?

Oh mystery beast.
I can not see you.
But I sense your presence.
Please dont pocess my body.
Realease me please.

This mystery beast.
Runs through my vains.
Eating me day by day.

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Damaged goods

I have a label.
The label will stick with me for life.
And remain deep within.
The label is damaged goods.
I'm so messed up after you did what you did.
I hate to be alone near any man.
I always look over my shoulder.
I cut my arms to ribbons.
I am now known as damaged goods.

On the day you raped me.
You broke me.
You left me frightened and scared.
But worst of all you left me damaged.
Like damaged goods.
Only I cant be mended.

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Hungry for Love

I wanted you to love me.
I thought you were my friend.
I thought you were there to protect me.
With you being the older one.
But instead you looked on.
A while down the line you did the same.
Each time it was a different person.
My lack of trusting crap.

I was looking for a friend.
But instead I found you.
All of you who would abuse me.
You all thought it was fun.

But to you, you know who you are.
Why did you do that just why?

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Depression owns my soul

It is this nasty thing.
Something like a disease.
Controlling me.
It has taken my soul.
It has destroyed all my goals.

Depression you have taken my soul.
You make very sad.
Becuase i am bad.
And not glad.

Depression is pulling my strings.
With the hart ache that it brings.
But my ears ring.

Depression give me back my soul.
Let me have some goals.
Dont leave me with holes.
An aching hart.
And all the sadness.

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The writing on the wall

Here I am all alone.
Keeping in all I have to say.
All bottled up inside.

Can't someone see me crying here?
I cry here everyday.I want to tell out why;
why I sit here and I cry.

But if someone gets to know why.
The real reason why.
I 'm crying from the pain,

If you're wondering why I'm feeling this,
you'll just have to continue to wonder.
To me it seems so clear;
I feel it's written on my face.
But the words I cant speak.

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Mirror Suicide

As I'm stairing into the mirror.
My focus is blurred.
A message is coming over.
But I must not listen.
Its a good message it wants me to live.
I have to listen to the dark message that wants me dead.
Voices are screaming out at me.
Its a gooder time as any.
I find the pills by the side.
Swallow them down quick.
Then I find the knife in my hand.
Its all a mystery to me.
But someone clearly wants me dead.
From the mirror of suicide

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Searching soul

A soul is searching.
It wants the answers it seeks.
Why did I have to go through it.
Why the hell pick me.
Im nothing special.
I dont stand out from the crowds.

A soul searches.
To find its self
A soul wants to be replenished.
A soul has searched
For so very long.

A soul is to search
Maybe the answers
It will never no.

A soul has searched
And never found
What it wants and needs.

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Is the Answer at the Emptiness of the Bottle

Mabey the answer
I shall find
At the bottom of the Bottle.

Once the bottle is empty.
Is my answers going to be there?
Mabey they will.
Mabey they wont
Who knows?

At the bottom of the bottle
Do I find the answers
I shall seek.

No answer in that bottle
Open another
Still the answer I do seek.

Ges Guess I wont
Find the answer

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A million tears

A million tears cryed.
Still the hurt lingers on.
The greif stays with meeach day.
I miss you more each day.

A millionn words spoken.
Sadly they cant bring you back.

You are an angel now.
Who flys high up above.

Your the one I loved so very dear.
I still hold you in my heart.
As I shed another tear.

If tears could of brought you back.
You would be here today.
Only no matter how many a tear shad
Sadly things dont work that way.

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I said no

Why didnt you listen?
When I said no.
Why did you still carry on?

I was only 5.
But Knew it was wrong.

I tryed to run.
I tryed to get free.
But you held me there.
You wouldnt let me go.
I was your prisoner.

I tryed to say no.
I was iggnored.

You iggnored me.
You carried on.

I remeber your sick words.

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