Goodbye
Goodbye
So here I am saying goodbye.
As my life has taken its final twist.
As I decide I can not go on no more.
I find myself saying goodbye.
Goodbye loved ones.
Goodbye to all that I have ever known.
But pain was all I ever really knew.
So its nothing special that I say bye to.
Goodbye evil world
The evil vile pervs got me in the end.
They opened my eyes to pain.
Now I have taken my life away
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I have no reason to live
I havent a reason to live.
So my life I do now give.
Pills knife rope.
I dont give a damn how you cope
Im not going to live with torture and pain.
My life was by far in vain
I walked to many lanes.
I've not a reason to stay no more.
Just all the reasons to go.
What reasons do I have.
None of that crap matters now.
It matters not.
For live I shall not.
Im going to do it tonight.
So I bid you farewell And goodnight
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Foot steps
I walked the footsteps of life.
Through hot cobbles and fire.
I walked the footsteps of pain and hurt.
I was forced to walk in to the woods.
I was forced to do it.
Forced to have sex against my will.
I was foced to feel hurt and pain.
I walked all kinds of footsteps
Footsteps of life.
God how some did hurt.
I walked the footsteps many times.
The footsteps of rape.
Each time by a different man.
To hurt more each time
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On my way out of this world
Im on my way out of the world.
Now I did take the pills
And took the razor to my wrists.
I decided I wanted out of this world.
I new I had to leave everything behind me.
I had to begin deaths journey.
And leave the world behind me.
I didnt really want to die
I couldnt see another way
That I could stay
In this world.
I did the only thing
I knew that I could do.
I knew I could end the pain
If I went out of this world.
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My final words in a suicide bid
These are my final words.
Im sorry I have to leave it in a letter.
But if I speak you'll stop me.
These here and now are my last and final words.
To mum
I am so very sorry.
But I just cannot go on.
I tried to stay.
But it was all in vain.
I had enough of the pain.
My life had become a strain.
I have gone down the path.
That our lord has choosen for me.
Once again I shall be free.
Not stuck in a tree.
Please forgive me
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I Hurt
For as long as I can remember.
Right from the beginning,
from the very start.
All I ever knew was hurt.
Life has dealt a rough hand.
On my own I try to understand.
Its my feet that do not stand.
For my soul has grown weak.
And the hurt I do not speak.
My heart has loads of secrets.
My eyes tell the pain.
My soul is ugly.
And my mind is lost.
Im forever searching.
For the way to be me.
And long for that day to be free.
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If Only I Could Turn Back the Hands of Time
If only if only
Why is life full of if onlys?
If only I could turn back the hands of time.
Things would be different.
Of how Im not quite sure.
If only
I could be the person
That I used to be
Or the person
That I dream to be
If only my life had some meaning.
My god I wish thing could be different
I wish I could change
But my life is full of if onlys
That is what it will stay
I f only if only
Nothing will ever change
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Childhood tears
As a child I would hide in my room.
I always had the gloom.
Going out to play would only bring doom.
But he even found me in my room.
I never told thouhg.
I was always good and kept it a 'secret'.
As a child I would cry myself to sleep at night.
I stayed in mainly out of fright.
He had the power and the might.
My childhood was made of secrets and tears.
Even to this day I still have the tears.
And still have the fears.
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I couldn't fight back
I knew I was defeated.
I knew I had lost.
I couldnt fight back.
I had lost all over again.
A life controlled
By bastards.
Rape and abuse.
Was to take over me.
Each new time.
I was as powerless as the last.
I tryed to fend them off.
But I couldnt.
I was forced to stay still.
So I detached myself
From reality.
Pretended it was all a dream.
Only it was real.
And it was happening.
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I lock the door
I lock the door.
Thinking what the heck.
I havent nothing left to live for.
I have noubt left to give.
I simply cannot forgive.
I locked the door.
Shutting the rest of the world out.
Knowing it'll be over soon.
I locked the door.
Taking the razor to my wrist.
And cut my throat.
As the blood spurts out.
It'll be over soon.
As they break down the door.
It's to late now.
I've gone.
Im dead.
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