An act

My happiness is this.
It's all an act.
Take this for the facts.
Behind my smile
lies a world of misery.
A life time of pain and dispair.

Take this for the truth I'm sad.
I am lonely and frightened.
In my life time of pain.

Behind my fake smile
The truth is well hidden.
In my eyes you can see the pain.
The pain of the past.
The pain of tommorrow.
And all the coming years

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Victory was not mine

The victory was yours.
And it still is victory belongs to you.
Victory was not mine.
You hurt me you hurt me.
You've scared me.
And yet the victory is yours.
You still continue to beat me.

You torture me every day.
Even though you raped me.
You still win.
And the victory is yours.

Its not fair you have the victory.
When you are evil personalised.
You are the peice of scum

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How dare you?

How dare you?
You saved me once again.
You stuck your noes in.
The noes thats out of joint.

How dare you?
Let me go let me die.
Just what is it with you?
Are you thick or blind?

Just how dare you?
Why must you save me?
Call the police.
Get me carted off to hospital
Down the cell then to court.

Stop poking your nose in.
Its just not wanted here.
Let me go let me die

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A shadow looms

A shadow is looming
Bringing with it gloom
Now i will be in the doom.

I no this looming shadow is you.
I no your coming for me.
In my sleep topnight.
In my dreams youll return.
Youll come back for me.

The looming shadow.
Is where you are.
Why must you haunt me still?
Please leave me alone.

In the knight you creep in
In the creaks
I no your there
Like a ghost in my dreams

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Archie and Emmy

Today Mummy should have two beautiful babies.
But today Mummy has pain.
Mummy lost you both a while ago.
She never got the chance to meet you.
She never got to say hello.
Didn't really get to say goodbye.

My precious babies you are Angels way up high.
You live in the clouds and shine with the stars.
My Angels you shouldn't be in the sky.
today you should be in mummy's arms.

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Sea and oceans

I trust in the sea.
I trust in the deep blue seas and oceans.
I trust in these becuase they can help me.
They can take me out of this world.

The seas are my friend.
When I go there I feel at peace.
If I die in the sea it'll be quick.
I can not swim.
But I am a bit dim.

The seas I'm now in.
Ready to drown.
You may think I am a clown.

But I am serious.
At sea I shall drown.

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Nowhere left to fall

I have no where left to fall.
Except to the clutches of depression and suicide.
Oh my dear God how life can seem like a slide.
I can't fall anywhere soft.

I have no one to fall into their arms.
I can't be happy only sad.
But I don't really no why anymore.
In my heart my sadness is in store.

My life used to be mine.
Now it belongs to depression.
And the evil forces from beyond

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Depression owns me like the devil

Depression you own me like the devil.
You are my master.
To you I do allways fall.
The ball is allways in your court.
You are alwys in control.

Deprssion why do you pick on me?
You can allways bring me to my knees.
You have taken my hart.
And you own my soul.
You stop me at my every goal.

Depression you are like the devil.
You make my life a living hell.
I hate you depression

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Broken Silence

My silence is now broken.
I can speak the words.
I can Just begin to speak the words.
But painfull it still is.
At least I can.
Now begin to speak.

I was silent for so long.
never could brake the barrier.
To allow me to speak.

Now my silence is broken.
I can speak about it very little.
But at least the
Door is open.
The journey
I can take.
But can I face it?

Soon I shall no.

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I'll be knocking at deaths door

I will be knocking on the door
Knock knock knock
Knocking at deaths door
Begging to be let in.

I'm near to deaths door
An overdose
And slit wrists
Along besides me.

Knock knock
Please let me in
deaths door
Please open

Please let me in
I hate my life
I cant cope
I'm desperate
plase let me in

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