Dear Mum
Dearest mummy.
Im so so sorry.
My life has no glory.
I said I'd stay for christmas.
But the new year looms.
I dont want the doom.
My life has to end.
Dont save me.
Im going round the bend.
Im not going to say goodbye.
Or I'll never make it to the sky.
Now I shall fly.
As you find me swinging.
Its a new beginning.
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I wanted to die but you saved me
I really wanted to die.
Honestly I did
But you stuck your nose again.
Im really angry with you
It was my decision to make.
What the hell is it with you?
Stop fucking saving me.
Cant you see my pain?
Or are you just thick and evil?
I really wanted to die
But you saved me
Im really angry with you
Im madder than mad
It was my choice to make
You cant save me forever
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REaleasing the pain
To realease the pain from within.
I have to cut and slash.
Watching the crimson blood flow.
Is watching all the badness come out.
I am now pureified for a while.
Realeasing the pain.
Its not like what happened never happened.
But its my tempoary realese.
It makes me feel alive.
I have to realse the pain.
Get the demons out from within.
Become pure for a while longer
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Set me free
I wish to be free.
Free like the wind as it blows its way.
Free like the rain to fall.
I wish I could have vented my anger.
My hart was breaking.
I couldnt stand just existing.
When all I want is my death.
The ultimate end.
Set me free.
To flow like the wind.
To shine with the sun.
To vent my anger from above.
Set me free.
So that I can be.
So I dont have to hate me
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Dont try and save me let me go
Dont try and save me
If you find me
Before I have died
Let my blood pour out
Let the pills
Intoxinate my body
Let them do their work.
When you find me
And Im staring death in the face
Let me go let me die.
Dont try and save me
Please just let me go
I dont wish to stay
I dont wish to live
Please let me go
Dont try and save me
Its pointless
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Take me home
God take me home.
What is the point of my exitence?
All life has ever thrown at me is pain.
Please take me out of this world.
My life has to end.
As suicide I shall commit.
As pills slide down my throat.
And the razor slices my skin.
All I pray is its the end.
Please take me.
Take my life.
I beg of you.
Let me die.
Dont put me through any more pain.
God let me die.
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Gone are the days
My days of happiness are gone
Im feeled with days of sadness
Ive got days of gloom.
I lived my life happy once upon a time.
Now I live life sad.
My feelings awol and my emotios numb
Now gone are the good days
Replaced by the bad ones.
I ve lost my love for life.
I hate the fight.
The happy days wont return yet
They wont come back any time soon.
Those days are long gone
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Screaming pain
The silent screams inside
Nobody does hear
But me.
The screams of fear.
The screams of pain.
The screams of past pain endured.
No body knows.
The screams of hurt.
The screams that huant.
The screams of despair.
The screams of loneliness.
The screams of death.
Im screaming inside out.
With nobody to hear
Im screaming with pain.
Im screaming and screaming
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Dont hate me now that Im gone
Now that I've choosen suicide
Now i've choose the final end.
Will you hate me?
For what I have done.
Will you think of me as
A prat or stupid?
Now imdead you
Will hate me.
You will think of
In a different mannor.
You will hate me
You must hate
My mannor of leaving.
You nust hate the way
I uped stocks
And left everyhing behind.
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I hurt and hurt
Blood running everywhere.
Dripping all down my skin.
Still not enough.
Must hurt some more.
It's my way.
To get through the day.
To keep my hell at bay.
Bang my head against the wall.
Still not enough.
Must hurt myself some more.
Find a weapon.
Find and open my speacial box.
Must do some more.
For hurt I do.
I'd rather hurt on the outside.
Hurt even more
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