I only wish I could have another way
I wish there was a way.
For me to stay in this world.
But society can be cruel.
I wish I could find a way
To simply just be me.
The person who
I want to be.
This aint possible
Not possible any more.
Death is my only way.
If I were to leave.
Noone would miss me.
Death is my end.
Its the only choice I have.
I have nothing left to give.
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Only hope of survival
My only hope of survival.
My only hope to live and fight on.
I only have one way to stay another day.
To cut and burn each day.
To built my walls higher.
So my barriers will protect me from evil.
My only hope of survival is to selfharm.
Sad as it is but true it is.
The only way that I can survive.
And mabey One day I will win the fight.
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Hate
I never knew what hate was.
Untill I met you.
The day you raped me.
Then I truly knew what hate was.
Hate burns away at me.
Within my angry rage.
But I have no wage.
Its all written on a page.
I now know what hate is.
For I hate you all.
The many people who hurt me.
I wish you no good.
I wish you hell.
For thats whay you put me through.
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You took my rights away
You ve shattered my dreams
You shattered all that I had known.
You took my innocence away.
Why did you do what you did?
What did I do to warrant
Such an act of evil.
You pure evil and vile
Your the ones I hate
I hate the ground you walk on
I hate the air you breathe.
I 'll never get why?
Or what gave you the right
Yor eviler than evil
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A life lived and lost
I used to live my life
I was once a happy lass.
Now my life is lost.
Nothing is right.
Everythink is wrong.
My life is lost.
My life is not my own.
Never will be the same again.
My life used to be mine
Now its been taken over
By forces from beyond.
They want to controll me.
They want me gone.
They think im thick
ButI aint I no the truth
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The last and final goodbye
It is here today.
Yes it now but here.
My last and final goodbye.
For my life I no longer can take.
Its all to much to bear.
Bastards have hurt me so much.
All the actions I did
To try and stay.
They all failed.
So I could not stay.
Please belive me I tryed to stay.
But I just couldnt fight any longer.
Please forgive my monnor of leaving.
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Fighting one more day
Sitting here waiting compleatly in vain.
All that'll be said is come back again.
But I know full well tommorrow is to late.
I cant fight another day.
Life is ment for some.
But it never was meant for me.
That I was sure about from the start.
Fighting one more day is pointless.
As it swallows me whole.
By fighting yesterday was hard enough.
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I can just picture you sitting there
I can just picture you all sitting there.
My beloved family and the few friends that I had.
Your all wondering why?
Even though you know the answers why.
Sorry I didn't alert you.
Sorry I didn't speak of pain.
It was all to much anguish.
To much to take and to much to bear.
Try not to be angry.
Please forgive me.
This was what I had to do
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Please don't hurt me.
I'm begging you please don't.
No not again please don't hurt me.
Please don't put your thing in there.
Please don'hurt me there.
Why do you do this to me?
Nobody else hurts me there.
I'm scared of you.
I don't like this game.
Please don't hurt me.
I can't tell mummy, you'll hurt her to.
But I don't want to play this game any more.
It hurts.
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Bitter and twisted
I'm bitter and twisted.
And my head is all but messed up.
I don't blame you.
But blame myself.
But you raped me.
And you abused me.
Was that my fualt?
I'm hell bent on revenge.
You've messed up my life.
I hate you I hate you I hate you.
Why pick on me?
I hate you.
And I am going to get you.
One by one.
Your all gonna pay.
So watch your back.
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