Waves of depression are at my shore

Waves of depression
Have come riding in with the tide.
Not as clear as the ocean.

Waves of depression
has arrived at my shore
Wanting to swallow me whole.

As the tide comes in
It will sweep me of my feet
And drag me out to sea

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Let down again

Let down again
by justice
What the hell
is it with pratts in a suit.

Why not lock up
the scum and vile beasts
Why let them free.

Justice has let me down
The bastards are allowed to be free.
I can never be free though.

I hate the system
What a load of bull
Justice let me down

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Kettle boils like my anger

As the kettle boils.
So does my anger.
My anger is reder than the heat.
Its not just the heat of the moment.

The kettle is getting hot.
My anger nor depression will cease.
Its like some kind of disease.

As the kettle boils I melt.
In the heat of the depression.
And the mist of the anger

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Battels lost here is my death

I have won the Battles
But Lost the war
Bastards are bastards.
And hurt me to much.

I don't want to live anymore
I can't go on
I have suffered for to long

To much Depression and pain
Its hard to stay Sane
Lived through rape and abuse.
Never got over it.
It over road my life.

I don't want to live
So my life I give
Its time for me to go

I won't be missed I know

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Alone I do now walk

Alone I shall now walk.
All alone with nobody near.
And nobody to hear.

As I room alone.
Desperatly searching.
Needing the answers why?
God life can be cruel.

I now shall walk alone.
For I shall be on my own.
I Room alone.

If the living world is like this.
What is the dying world like?
I shall not no yet.

But alone in the venture.
I shall walk.
To try to make something of my life.

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Justice ha what bollocks

Justice is bollocks.
Never existed for me.
In my case it dont exist.

The bastards should of payed
for what they did.
The law is a load of bull.
Justice what bollocks.

Mabey I can get my own justice.
And slice em up to salami.
Or mabey tourture em
Like they did to me.

Revenge can be so sweet.
Cos I dont belive in justice.
I shall dish out my own.
The bastards should of payed.
And now they will pay

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Innocence lost and pain gained.

I lost my innocence.
Not once not twice but more times than I can count.
It was becuase of bastards.
Bastards who wanted to hurt.
I lost my innocence and gained pain.

On the day you raped me.
I lost everything.
Lost my innocence.
Lost my life.
Lost my happiness.
Lost my way of being.

You raped me.
You didnt lose anything.
You gained the power.

I lost every thing that day.
All I was to gain was pain.
I lost more than one thing.

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Powers that hold forever

You had a power over me.
On that day that you hurt me.
You had the power to bring me down.
Its a power thats never gone.
A power thats never losened its grip.

You prayed on my weakness
You knew I was defencless.
But it would appear you didnt care.
You didnt give a shit.

That I was weak and helpless
I couldnt fight back.
God only knows how scared I was.

You had the power to scare me.
You took the power to hurt me.
Power is a strong thing.
Bastards like you love power.

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My only way out is towards the light of death

My only way out is
towards the light of death.
I'll see the light and no it's time to let go.
And leave this world behind me.

I no its time to go
Either towards the train
Or towars a bottle of pills and a razor
Or mabey towards the bridge.
But its time for me to go.

My only way is towards the light
I wonder where I'll find it
Is there really a light.
Some say its at the end of the tunnel.
I'll find out soon.

I found the light
It was there all around me
At the end of the tunnel

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