Idc about the things you do.
Idc what is wrong with you.
Idc about your family.
Idc about you friends.
Idc about you.
People say idc all the time. With friends and BF or GF what's the Pointe I do not care I know don't care why should I. so I say whatever to the ones who hate me but don't. His something ageist me or the ones that just hates me what's the point of caring? ? When I do not care and nether do you.
Bullys Never Win
You look at me and judge how I look (and) or how I dress.
Saying freak, weirdo, or loser.
But do you stop and think about what you are saying or what you are doing.
Because you are trying to be cool.
But Cool is not killing someone when you say hate, loser, ECT.
Multiple times a person may kill them self and you will know its all your or your group's fault.
Because you know you're a bully.
And bullies never win.
You Say Your My Friend
You say you're my friend but you turn around and say your not
You say you well never tell anyone my secretes but when am gone you tell
Every one. You say you love me like a sister. The I turn around and I hurt
You say you were lying to me. You say you miss me but I know you don't.
You say you won't to se me again but I know you don't. So I ask you why do you hate me so much why. Is it because of me or something I did please tell me why do you hate me so much! !
A stab, a kick, a push or a shove
The name-calling it is all bulling,
from a child to a teen to an adult,
it is all the same,
so now it must stop.
Scars and buries,
will heal, but words well not
like sticks and stones,
the mental side of you,
should not hurt,
but it takes longer to heal,
to understand why it happens to you, and way you feel the pain but not others,
it does not moves away slowly from you,
and that alone causes heart ache, and suicides.
People say they love me but I know they don't.
With that look in their eyes that says they don't
there just saying it to make me smile.
But I don't won't that I won't some one to hold me close.
and say they do with a look that says they mean it.
Evening though that in the end they won't love me anymore
because it's me.
No one love's me because I'm not cute or as they say nice.
But I am nice but they just don't wont to get to know me that's all.
But still I fell no love from anyone and no one knows how I feel......
Why I Cry
Because of you I cry. But I put a fake smile on
And say I'm fine, but I'm not you left me
Without a good bye. And that is why I cry
Day after day, night after night. But you do
Not care you are some ware else. But
Not here with me and you ask me why I cry? ?
I will tell you why I cry so much because
I have Never herd you say, ' I love you' I
Have nave heard you say ' good job'.
And now I say I hate you because you
Never loved me. So yes I'm different I'm
A freak a geek and a weirdo but all
Those wards do not matter because
They do not hurt me not like you did.
Not having those words said to me it
put sadness into my life. Once those
Words are said I Well truly be happy.
And I well not cry is much.
Books take me to a place like no other
When I'm reading no one else madders
All my problems go away and it's just my books and me.
Books I like that word but when I read
My mom and dad and all my brothers and sisters go away
And I'm left there with no one but a book.
And then I pick it up and the word isn't so empty any more
It's full again. Like when you're a kid and your mom or dad
Come home after a long trip without you and you missed them
And then you're crying, laughing and happy all at the same time.
That how I get with a book I just found.
Happy because it's by my favorite Author but yet sad because
The book ended with questions still in my head.
And laughing because it was funny at one point in the book.
I love that felling when I pick up a book.
How do you fell when you pick up a book?
Happy, sad, a funny felling? You tell me please come on now don't be shy.
Some people are nice, some are jerks
Some people are sweet, funny or nice
But some people are just plan old mean.
Not caring how you feel when they speak
Not caring what they do to you,
Not caring if you cry your self to sleep almost every night
Not caring if you cut your self just to make the pain go away
Even though its still they're when the blood is gone and all that's left is the mark you made.
They don't even care if they see you write on a pace of paper
That says, " I won't to die so bad sometimes" so many times on your notebook paper.
When they do start to care is when you're on the news, all over facebook, twitter and everything else saying he/she just killed her self because of what? You tell me!
In the end what was it all for
Was it for popularly, a good laugh, or just something to do?
Or was it because you liked to which them get hurt and cry?
Well now you cant which them cry anymore or hurt them at all
Because there gone and whose to blame? Not me or the others just the one who started it! But after all this they're not the same there gone too. But at least there walking!