Id Rather Die
If your blood could give me happiness id ask for just a drop;
If your breath could fill my soul id ask for just a whisper;
If your tears could save my life than id say not a word;
For i would rather die than see you cry...
Please don't cry anymore...
Shaking breathless heat
Silence is all it takes
The heart has no beat
For it cracks and breaks
A tears dance
Changing its size
In an emotional trance
Passion of love dies
One person in mind
Only he remains forever
In memories not so kind
I loved him; never
The mind knew what the heart denied...
A fatal blow to which gives life no meaning...
A forced smile day to day only to disappear when the moon rises to shed it's glow upon the dark side...
Quiet sobs fill the air on this cold night...
Sweet aroma of rain
Breeze so fresh and cool
Tear drops of pain
Hit the endless ground of pool
A sky of eternal grey
Surrounded by unforgetful cries
Don't stop; I pray
For on the concrete it lies
Falling ever so lightly
A moon shines brightly
Crying; now my heart
A selfless dream...
A fantasy that'll never come true...
I'm to afraid to be broken once again by your harsh emotions...
To fall and not be caught in your arms...
To no that the way I feel about you will never be returned...
Bonded For Eternity
Is it wrong to feel this way
To be in love with the devils son
With me I want him to stay
And what's done, is done
I wont miss sun rays feeling
After this wonderful night
In his tux he was kneeling
Under the moons light
I knelt down beside him
Piercing the skin, he breaths in me
The blinding darkness becomes dim
I will be his vampiress for all eternity
How You Know
Your heart starts to beat fast
When he whispers in your ear
You want this feeling to last
As your eye let's out a tear
As you try to dream
He seems to be on your mind
Your face can't help but beam
Words you can not find
His soft lips say hello as your insides die
The first hour bell rings in a few
Don't want to say goodbye
One last kiss after 'I Love You'
Heavy lids enclose hazel beauty
Sound of heavenly bliss
Helpful for a dreams duty
Suns rays I won't miss
Laying on a field of endless greens
A warm touch on my side
I see her yellow shirt and blue jeans
We laughed while breathe within died
I awake with a sense of sadness
I dreamt of my desires
There is nothing I couldn't love less
Than my grandma, Cindy Sue Myers
Reply to 'Anonymous
Adela I'm sorry for all the bad emotions I have caused you.
To see you every day makes me happy to see you happy, to see you with a smile on your face makes me smile.
I miss seeing you outside of school when we hung out all the time.
I miss swimming with you and seeing you so happy when I'm around.
All I want to say I miss you and I love you
Love always, (unlisted)
Nothing But A Memory
For which the heart will always be broken but never shown... They will never no what lies beneath my honey suckled skin... As it slowly renovates it's self back together... The heart will never be whole again... For every time it shatters... That piece which is missing in the heart, that wound that'll never heal, that open scare which will remain eternal, shall forever be but a reminder of the one who has created thus painful memory...