Lost Hope Or Another Chance X876?
Im here im there im somewhere but im no where im up but im down im goto my right but then i march to my left i see darkness i see the light i see both and i see neither i have hope but dont trust it cant be hopeless but cant and shouldnt be sad should be happier but am nothing other then how i am i wish to be someone and not be a no one i know that in my mind i can be number one and not not be last but in my heart i feel disgraced feel lost wandering thru the darkest halls of eternity a madness my heart races it beats it pounds my very chest at this feeling of complete and total lonliness but yet sumhow way deep down in my very soul laying dormat a thought of happiness a pursuit a glimmer of faith my memory fades slowly but not yet must always remember first and formost if there is but anything other then sadness or sorrow in my future then i seem beaten but not yet my mind races deep down in my subconscious a thought of an angel so pure so beautiful so sweet and so devine so fine thy very memory of angelia (angel) makes my heart smile breaks these very bonds of sadness that holds me deep down in this darkness in my mind the very thought of her very essence releases me of this my mind my soul i feel as if ive risen from the dead and come back to life allover again but yet tis only but a thought but indeed is but a good thought so now there fore i am on the path but to where only i will know as i walk out of darkness and step out onto the path to light and follow my instinct for my heart beats at the very thought of angel to see an old freind like her again would lift anyone out darkness.
poem by Dorian Suchelle
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Follow Your Heart
follow your heart let your senses guide you look up at yonder brightness of star from a far see darkness then give away to daylight treasure every moment every fresh breathe every lil bit o sunlight feel the goodness the greatness the light and warmth let your heart beat think not of future or past but of olden times in which made you the happiest of most think not of sad times for they are gone done and over headr to the future with arms wide open go north, east, south where u want do whatever u wish be whatever u want dream on and go let night fall descend upon all the land and shroud the world in darkness for tonight the stars shine brightly and twinkle like big blue diamonds far away they shine in time and space and wait for you to explore there wonders for what u wonder where you'll goto what you 'll do only you and destiny can await oneanother sumwhere down in the distant road in whcih you travel paths will com to you options of this or that what direction you will go what you'll do and what on ur journey will happen success is only measureed as much as you are willin to travel go far and do amazing things be a leader or lead yourself for only u can do what you'll do follow into darkness go through distant fields where blue and red poppies flow in the wind the soft cold breeze feels good on your face keeps you alert and on yer toes go far and succeed or dont succeed for only you'll do what you wanna or do it for sumoen esle but in the end the choice is always yours your own so whatever you do follow your heart do it for good or bad orwhatever for only you know your own limits so follow your hearts
poem by Dorian Suchelle
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Love Of A Beautiful Soul
i have fallen off the path of enlightenment in which angels guided me thru troubled times a great cloud of pure deep darkness is in the path in which i must cross light can not even pierce thru this cloud objects in my way everywhere and anyway i turn evil lays behind me as times that were hard are now passed but im not outta the woods yet more and many more journies lie ahead unclear and unknown to all that travel down the dark path must soldier on and go thru all the objects must always be on the move acomplete a mission must always march forward no matter what situation no matter how dire the need be for me i must percieve and once again stay away from the dream killer soul shard the diamond star of st.666 fire everywhere lights anywhere from everywhere people and buildings the earth scorched from above and below run run far get ahead travel like no one can they say patience is a virture hang in there and hold on and god and the heavenly angels will guide u to the light ill wait for long as i can and as long as it takes alone and always constantly in harms way for the moon and the stars in the skies above and beyond i remember from memory and always remember beauty as i can i can a beautiful woman with a heart like that of pure golden delight and s mile so sweet she made me blush just thinking of that soft sweet smile and her gentle soul one day ill be at peace with the universe and times of chaos will trouble and no longer rock my world one day wen i am outta hell and at ease i will be with her and never no pain nor lonliness darkness will leave my mind and i will always treasure her for who and she is and why i love her so her soul so perfect a gem a diamond in which sparkles and shines for her smile and love complete me in ways i can never understand.
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Star of Shadows
~STAR OF SHADOWs~
STAR OF SHADOWS GONE IS THE BRIGHTNESS IN WHICH U HAV FILLED MY HEART AND MY SOUL NOW IS THE DARKNESS ETERNAL IN WHCIH SWALLOWS EVERYTHING HIDDEN IS THE PATH I TRAVEL STAR LIGHT GONE MOON LIGHT IS NO MORE COLD GROWS THE DAYS AND NIGHT IN WHICH FOLLOWS afterwards gone is ur love in which has fullfilled my heart in ur absence lost i am for minutes hours days turn to years wander around lost for a while i am and have crazy is as crazy in this now darkened world eveything seems strange and confusin hope litte in which i seem to have ne lil bit of light shimmers and then slwoly fades to nuthing on the path of forever lonliness i must seem and feel like insane craZy or crazy insane i feel the hopelessness dawns on me now and forever more try harder go harder achieve sumtin n e thing must i yes but hard is the fact that all and everything has been consumed by a dark darkness that blinds me in which there is nuthing not but a hope of this or that i knows i will git sumwhere n e where left right up and down to starlight eternal heavens golden and bright i once saw in a dream but hell darkness lights faded to nothingness deeper into hell my emotions feel as if my soul has been torn to shreds this new war with my self consumes my very soul i am torn asunder my mind has lost its edge gone is my sharpness good times are but a distant memory in whcih feels like light years hav passed star of shadows in the shadows of all the the stars light is gone omega now an forever more the path is sumwhere in the far distant yonder fields of yesteryear to the future i march blind as a bat i listen but only hear the echoes of my heart beating sumwhere along this broken path enlightment is what i will find until then lost now forever more i feel until i find the light.
poem by Dorian Suchelle
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The End Of And The Beginning Of
What is this and what is that
What is this madness in our minds the emptiness in our souls hearts torn asunder ripped from our chests torn to bits fed to the savage unknown beasts
Wake up screaming clenchin ur chest knowin it was a dream u ve a woken to a reality unraveling itself before your very eyes it warps our minds space an time havin no meaning this universe gettin torn to shitEverything bad an anything good all mixed into a big fuckin chaotic psychotic nitemare on elmstreet type bullshit
The darkness that consumes our souls
The demons that would one day awaken Those shadows that lurk in the back of our minds our hearts still torn to pieces fed to the dogs of hell feasting away
An incident happins good to bad bad to worse worst to pretty fucking shitty The shadows dancin away in the back of our minds wars break out on a big ass scale like 5 times worse then ww 2
Bombs droppin people gettin blown to pieces like dogmeat bullets flying everywhere soon the powers decide to start usin nukes Everything an anyone gets fryed alive this beautiful war oh my power to the people or people to the power before we all die Everything goes dark it is peacful no longer do we cry in agony our eyes get heavy our hearts slow down the light leaves us the darkness is welcomed Love was never for some of us but it was never against us yet it was hard falling for someone anyone sayin how u feel for them an knowin u would do anything for her... but then nothing happens as yer lost alone wit out a fuckin clue as of wat to do no u are not heart broken but we re still alone mad at our selves love is not for all of us jus a select few OF swords an hearts our eyes an times happines lost a sword a good thing to have to fight ur way thru bullshit ur heart no more our intentions unclear lost away in our eyes madnes we see Madness an happiness every fuckin where woof**kinhoo i dont know what else to say....time is of the essence For the essence of time is like love u have lots of it or u dont i guess Thats why thats the end of... and the beginning of...
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936489 Pity
gone from this torement gone from this life this what this needlessness pointlessness of an existence that falls away and goes back to the darkness lost to the light of distant starliight up in yonder heavens far and away is everything to me now and forever more away is everything sucked into a black hole of forever dread the eternal struggle of this life the darkness of shadows fills up yer life full of hate pity sorrow and anger ur heart gets broken bustbeated bashed in to amillion peices all seprated from the whole follow the path of broken enlightenment see how far u can go into the deep dark whole the world is nolonger what it was once like good and bright and happiness all round now the wind blows a soft whisper callinin ur name to ur doom this loom what is this life what has it held for u and everyone esle what is but one mans life but a tear dropp into the pool of eternity ur life is jus but a mere speck of grain and and dust after it has all settles eveything is but torn upside down uprooted the struggles this broken soul spilt in half one half falls to the darkness the other falls into the devine eternal light which path do u follow where but from here would u go tothe dark lonely path that leads to an ever never endning exile of self pity or u go into the light were u hear angel singin off in the very distant endless feilds of happiness endless ness of this ever more ever expanding hopelessness this dreay life run far get going make it make it happin nuthign is but a lost cause a crusade that takes u far and off but into forever u go til the end ond of time it self to the very edge of this destruction u have to construct a new beginning a new meaning build anew life after uve picked up all the pieces to ur broken and shattered heart ur eyes are red full o anger and but you see her beautiful smile of forever u think back to the girl that u wanted to know and be with always be a freidn til the end think bout her makes my heart smile i fel like i wanna shine forever wne i talk to her all darkness leaves my soul one with the universe feel i do it is a great feeling no more longer mad bout anything in this life bak on track re upped reloaded a second shot at life or love gone and away with this ever increasin pointlessness up up and away goto towards the heavens fly takew ur place in history do sumthing wonderful sumtin nice sumtin u never dun before follow the rainbow life and all its myriad colors go til the very end itself be one with everything and accept life for its upmost beauty life is but a gift from thy gods that we dnt hav a choice but we can but decide what to do with this gift until the end so what ever you choose in life choose it wisely.
poem by Dorian Suchelle
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