Why I write

I used to feel, like a pain is in my heart.
When without saying a word, u depart
Here I m alone, remembering our memories
Had so much left to tell you my life stories.

As an alternative of you I started talking to myself
Not that good idea but still it was little relief
Not for long that idea worked, if It was too much miss of your.
Thought of writing my felling so I took a pen and paper.

Started writing stories n poems about my felling
And things that I had always thought of telling.
I feel I m near to you and with you I m talking
That's why I write. Even if my writings are not good and boring..

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First Time

My girl and me, we had never meet or seen eachother
meet on internet, happened love n promised to live together
on the balcony of my college we made a plan to meet
she would cook n bring lunch, and for hour we would sit…

next day a wondered, amazed and a shy girl came alone
sat next to me, she was waiting for someone
for long time she sat alone, I was also waiting for someone
my girl, then I realized she has to be the one

I asked her name and yes she was my girl
We were sitting together and waiting but didn't knew at all
That the we were waiting eachother, then I sat near her
We didn't talked much but for long time only looked eachother

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Ignored

May be I was just eight or nine
Since that time I never felt fine.
Busy with their work my mum and dad.
Grandma, and grandpa they were bad

Every morning mum used to go office
Once in month, dad used to come home
They never loved and cared about me.
Even if I was bleeding they would not see

I used to feel like ignored and was alone
now i m 18 yrs, I have you, those feelings are gone
We used to chat and talk, I think we should
With you so friendly n loving, I really feel good

I try to convince myself when you don't reply
I put up, with lots of positive thoughts and try
To cool myself But as I have been ignored till now
And I don't know what will make me feel good and how?

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Move On

She purposed me before 2.5 years
I said yes and all I have now is tears.
6 months later she told me she has a boyfriend
I said 'you loved me', 'when did I' she said.

It was time to move on so I went for new babe
Talked, laughed and spend lot of time with them.
Whenever I was with them, I only remember you
I missed you, but they were sticking with me like glue.

Some purposed me and I purposed some
I had only loved you so I left all of them.
I couldn't leave you so return to you with shame.
But still you were thinking only his name.

I had tried for 2 years to move on
I couldn't so told myself, c'mon
Why should I? Till now I have been loving her
And I will love her even if it is nothing for.

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Dreams Of Love

I am not a lazy to wake late every morning at 10.
Not a bad boy to sleep in class again n again.
Not even a psycho, who never talks with anyone.
I do is, just dream whenever I have a free time.

You were there for me in my every worst day.
We were made for each-other, that's what you used to say.
Happy, happy, we both in our beautiful world.
Till for you, our relation became bore and old.
Fine, may be not as lovers we could be good friends.
I didn't want to leave but you told what ii has, has all end.

I don't study, go to play, to disco, to enjoy or any pub.
In my free time I just dream of my long gone love.
So I sleep n sleep cause, only in my dream I can be with you
Dream of Beautiful moments we spend which already had flew.

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Reflection

Yeah, ready to go with her there
Lets see how do I look, need to make my hair..
A man standing front of me facing me
Asking me, what do I really see

I said, "I see me, I m looking at mirror"
He said, "That's wrong, fault an error"
It's already late, I need to go, don't waste my time
he"No wait, don't go, I have to tell u sumthing if u don't mind

It's not the same what you see and what I see
I saw a heightless black boy, wid a dirty face,
Wid big belly, don't know how to wear dress,
Smokes, drinks, not rich and in exam he always fails
U r too bad boy, mentally child n bite his nails..

This is real you. Not perfect a bad boy.
She rejected you for 100 times n this is why.
U begged her so c came to meet you
She would never love you, u r not perfect, these aren't lie

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My story

We were online, we talked, exchanged number
That day on, we became friends started calling each other
I was excited; you were my first friend who was girl.
I was little handsome, good looking. Then you fall

We laughed at my every joke; you told me I was great
You were the one from whom first I got appreciated.
Later we started to fall apart, you stopped giving my kissy
Then you told you had a bf. i thought it was imaginary.

It's been 2 years now and we even barely talk
why did u loved me? is it because wid ur bf u got broke up
Didn't you used me? ? That time I was with you so you refused him
Please i was not your pain removal cream

Don't care abt me, Do you know how much I was hurt that time? ?
Don't worry. Now I am used to this felling I m fine..
Don't show ur sympathy.Like before now it doesn't even hurt
You said you only were attracted to me but I was not…

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Untitled

Its dark as the sun falls
Moon spark, me alone in my room
Lights out, candle glow n I trying to remember all
Ex- girlfriend whom I couldn't handle n we broke up

This dark night takes me back to my life where sadness
Crazy madness, me going insane were normal behavior
Life long and priceless, but my future so unclear
Ex- girlfriend made life terrible as hell and send me there
I wanted to leave her, relief for her. Wanted to forget her
So told myself to never love anyone never like I did before
But janu you came. You loved me so much like no one did ever

Brought me in my life back, so I know u were my angel my girl
You truly loved me, adore me from my horrible life freed me
So even I would love you as much as I can so I m remembering all
Mistake I did with her that i won't repeat n happily n smiling we will be
The end
i coundnot find the title for this poem so readers please suggest a title..

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Your Smile For Me

Your smile could change my mood.
And that time I used to feel so good.
And your smile could even make me smile.
Although I was crying I would laugh for a while.

Funny thing and jokes, which I used to tell.
You would laugh and my jokes never did fail.
I am sorry that I never laughed with you.
But still your smile means lot to me and it's true.

You didn't seem to be okay yesterday.
Your parents? ? tell me what did they say? ?
I told you joke and even made fun of myself.
I didn't hear you laughing; I know I am not deaf.

What I am making you angry? i just can't see you,
Unhappy do you even know how much I love you? ?
Are you there? ? why are you not replying? ?
Please reply, without you here I feel like dying.

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God and me

GOD: no way sushanta and why do ask me to,
Fulfill that your same wish every time.
You know that wish of yours I cannot do,
She is not made for you fulfilling ur wish is a crime.

ME: then tell me god why do can't I stop for,
a minute thinking, loving, caring, Wondering,
Sharing our feelings n worrying about her
n god I know that you are just lying..

GOD: I am a god you idiot n I don't lie.
I know u love her more than anything else.
But still they love each other too and try,
Breaking their bond, their love story is like fairy tales.

ME: I don't care if it's a fairytale or their bond is strong.
I will love her till the last day of my life.
I know and I can't do, but god don't get me wrong,
Sometimes I wish that I could cut him with knife

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