Nothing is ever good enough 1
you say I'm dumb
I try to please you
Nothing is ever good enough for you
your supposed to love me and help me
instead your just like my mother
i hate you! ! !
i hate that i have to work my butt off while everyone gets to sit back and watch
i just want to take a break jazz
i have been on this since i got here in 7th grade
if i decide not to do good in college its my own fault
i just want to be able to not have you on my butt all the dang time!
you told me that I'm almost an adult
SO LET ME BE ONE! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
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Tears: '(
they fall out of my eyes
like a waterfall they tear into my heart
oh how i wish it would rain
so no one could see my pain
everyday i think of what we had
and i think of the way we ended
each and every time i cry
it makes me think why oh why?
i could have made it work
you're the one that gave up
now look where we are at
different poles you see
i drive by your house everyday i go to work
everyday i let the tears fall and i whisper i love you
hoping that one day you will see me and stop to whisper..
i love you too will you take me back?
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Graduation 2013
Graduation is coming faster then you know
soon it will be may and we will all be alone
soon we will be crying and we will finally be free
adults you see
either going off to college or staying home
graduation is all we want to hear
there will be laughs
and i'm afraid more tears
as we honor those who wont be with us this year
they did to young
but hey it's life
graduation will be the worst
but the worst is yet to come
graduation is the bench mark
as you close your high school chapter
and open a knew one to life!
GRADUATION I CAN'T WAIT! ! ! ! !
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I Want You To Die
You say u want me to die
I will once I find out if I'm pregnant or not
U said u love me I knew it was lie as soon as u said it
I'm cutting cuz of you
Why does it matter if people find out we had sex
Am I that bad? ? ?
I hate you so much
I can't be whiplashed from you when u feel he need
Do me a favor and delet my number
After three weeks u won't ever have to see me again
I'm goig to take my last breath and say good bye
It's what you want so I'm going to give it to you
It's what a lot of people want
Goodbye I wAs not fit to live in this world I guess
Looks like all my dreams will stay dreams instead of becomming reality
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Every Time
You walk into a room..
I melt on contact
You look at me with those beautiful blue eyes…
I disintegrate
You smile at me..
I'm gone with the wind
You tell me you love me..
And I fall so hard for you
You tell me you don't want to be together..
I can see that's not true
He's pumped you full of lies..
That blows my chance with you.
You walk into a room..
I melt on contact
You look at me with those beautiful blue eyes…
I disintegrate
You smile at me..
I'm gone with the wind
You tell me you love me..
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If you only knew
If you only knew
What kind of hell I have been through in the past year
Maybe you woldn't put so much stress on me to be the paerfect daughter
News flash no ones perfect
Just cuz you expect me to be
If you want to know where all my money goes I'll tell you
It goes to doctor appoinments and depression meds
Cuz you can't see me for me
Anytime that I ask you for help
You want to ship me off to my mothers house
What's the point of staying here anymore?
I might as well move back
I have tried to play nice but you aren't nice to me
I'm stuck now if only you'd see
2 miscarrages not even a year apart
I don't feel pain anymore as I cut
If only you knew what i have been throuhgh.
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You're stupid boyfriend
His name is colby
you stole him from me
he has runied my life
i hate him and you
you called me names
you said i couldn't stay with one guy
you have no idea what i'm going through
have you asked him what he's been doing
i know he's trying to get with other girls
they talk to me
they don't like him
and if your going to point fingers that's fine
I already have a plan
i have 3 weeks left to live
then i'm saying goodbye
there is no turing back now
i have to embrace what little time i have left
no one will cry once i die
they will all be saying thank the lord she's finally dead
my parents will be happy once i'm gone
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Sad eyes
Sad eyes
Tears running down her face
What's wrong everyone asks
She replies he did this to me
She goes home
How am I going to face my parents she thinks
Mom comes home and walks into her room
What's wrong darling?
Mom I don't know how to tell you
I've been crying all day
He did this to me
I said no he said yes
I'm gonna be a mommy
She started crying all over again
He mother just stared
Daddy came home asked what's wrong
Daddy couldn't take it
Daddy no!
Daddy killed me and my unborn child
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Alone
It's what I always think
It's why I see red everynight
Alone is how I feel every minute of the day
It's etched in my skin
So deep I can't get it out
Maybe it's how I'm supposed to be
Maybe just maybe I'll live a normal life
What is normal anyway?
I used to think normal was overrated
What changed?
I grew up and now it's all makeup and boys
I used to be my own person
Not caring what people thought
But now all I care about is makeup and trying to get guys to like me
I wish I could go back to that time when I was Alone and tell my self it will all be okay soon
I will move and I'll want this feeling to go away
I don't want to feel Alone anymore
I cry everynight before I go to bed
I cut deeper and deeper everytime the blade hits my skin
When will it end?
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Who am I
been crying for a day
I haven't found out my place
Why am i here?
What pourpose do i have?
I will never know
I don't know why i do the things i do
I don't know why i mess up
I was told if lifes a struggle then you're doing it right
But why me?
I don't want life to be so hard
I'm sick of making my parents disappointed in me
I need to change
don't know how
never asked for help before
it's something i hate doing
you show weakness if you ask for help
i've grown up being told don't show weakness
even crying is
this girl that walks around is me but she isn't really me
the real me is dead and won't ever return
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