I Don't Want To Die

What is God's plan for me?
Will I live?
Will I die?
I am not scared of dying.
I am scared of WHEN I will die
I am still a child
I have my whole life ahead of me
I don't want to go right now
I want to die old and gray
Not young
I still want to try new things
I want to find love
Get married
Have a couple of kids
How can I do that?
When I don't know God's plan?
Usually I am never scared.
But now I am terrified.

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Grandma Hepner

I know this will be the last time
The last time I get to touch your face
Embrace your welcoming smile
Hold on to you
I don't want this moment to come
I don't want to have to say goodbye
Grandma I know I am selfish
But you cannot leave me
I know I have not been there for you
When you have been with me through everything
I love you Grandma
And I do not want this to be the last time I saw you
I will miss you grandma

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When you come around (when)

When you come around I got Goosebumps
When I heard your name I got butterflies!
When you told me you love me I felt feverish
I loved you
Now years later
I still get the Goosebumps when you come
The butterflies are still in my stomach when I hear your name
My feverish never went away when you tell me you love me
When you touch me I tremble like the first time
And the best part is when I see you I am hungry for you

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When we are together

When I am with you my world is together. When we are apart it's torn right down the middle. I call you because I miss you. When you answer on the first ring my heart jumps with excitment. I know then you'll never hurt me or break my heart. The times you call me at midnight just to see how my day had gone... I get butterflies just from your voice. It's not because it sounds all sexy (which it does) but because I feel loved.

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Tonight

Tonight is a extra special night.
Not only because the stars are shing extra sparkley
Or because the moon is full of love and joy.
Tonight is extra special because
I am with you under the pail sky lying together making eachother laugh. Telling eachother what we want to here.
Listening to the grass willow beneath us.
While we whisper in eachother's ear.
One's hoping for a little midnight walk or maybe even a midnight kiss

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Questions about will you love me

What would you say
If I told you I love you
Would you take me in your strong arms and hold me
Or would you turn your back on me and never look at me
I don't knoe if I should put my heart in a situation that might cause a broken heart
I need to know if you love me
I want you so bad
Do you want me
What would you say if I told you I was yours forever
Would you kiss me so heavenly gentle that I would feel like I am in heaven
Will you love me

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Do You See Me In Her

Does the look upon my face scar your memory
Am I in back of your mind
When you hold her and tell her you love her
What do you picture when you kiss me
Is my face were it use to be
Right where hers is
I ask all these questions
Only because you swore you could and would only love me
I guess for that you should burn in hell
So now when she is in your arms
What do you tell her?
All the lies you told me
I hope she relaizes your an ass
I hope you rot in hell

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We Would Of Been Happy Together

What I want
I cannot have
I want him
And he don't want me

It's a shame
I could actually show him
I can and will care for him
I can promise I will do that

He won't let anyone in
If he only let me in
He would know I would never hurt him
My plan is to love him

I could show him the meaning of love
I can and will tell I love him everyday
He would be perfectly happy with me
And I would be perfectly happy with him

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Daughter like Father

I look at you right into your eyes
Yet you still do not believe me
You belive him!
He's not even your damn blood
I am your daughter...
YOUR DAUGHTER
Yet I am nothing but a liar to you
When I need you the most you throw me away
Like a piece of trash
Like you are ashamed of me
There will be a time in your life
You will need me
You will be on your knees
And I will turn my cheek
Just like you did
The apple does not fall far fromt the tree
Daughter like Father

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All I Wanted

Screaming, Crying, Bleeding love
Thats all I been doing for you
All I wanted was love
Damn I wore it on my sleeve
Wanting you to come and grab it
Claim it as yours
Forever and ever
Instead you only threw it upon the floor
The very floor that everybody in the whole world steps on
They step on my heart
Crush it into pieces
Crush my belief in you
All I wanted was love
Love from you
But I could not get that
Love- something so simple
But in reality its not so simple

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