I was always opinionated.
I don't feel that I was a Hollywood-created star.
It means nothing if the movie doesn't get out there.
Well, I'm Czech, but Polish, Czech, no matter, it's my name.
We only did probably two, three takes on every scene we did, at the most.
I loved acting, which was never about money, the fame. It was about a search for meaning. It was painful.
As I said, I began losing confidence in my instincts, which is tough and very bad for an instinctive person.
I didn't want to start relying on what someone else thought was right. It was easier to go away all together.
So, Hitchcock wouldn't say anything about my work in the movie but, on the other hand, he wouldn't complain, either.
And I went through a lot of detours and I took a lot of roads and things so yes, that's all there, but it's not meant to be shocking or telltale.