Deep crawling dark pain creeping into my shattered soul, seeing you makes me want to slit my eyes, life dies. Heart bleeding to death while it screams out for a hope. Im stricken with grief, Time slips by no relief. Im tired of your lame excuses, your addictions and abuses. Shut up and grow up, I can’t stand you, I want to throw up! My eternal sun will be black, surrounded by the demons and bats that own me. It brings no satisfaction but at least I can see. I will be HIS student and the mentor? The reaper. I once feared the dark, but now I revere the dark. I am the one step to insanity, I am the spark. My will being done, love, happiness, bliss, fun? Gone. What’s wrong? A list that stretches past eternity. It’s a certainty that what we had and what was is now over. Hurt me and think you can walk away from it? HA-HA You can think that but its bull****. Im way past daring, screw daring to “love”. Your meaning is gone.