Suicide unmasked

I have been to hell and back.
But now in hell I will stay.
As this day I choose death over life.
Suicide has been with me for a while now.
And now it has been unmasked.

It has been un masked.
For soon I shall be gone.
And cold in the ground.
No longer do I live life on the merry go round.

Suicide is unmasked.
It has unleashed it's power.
And taken a hold of me.

But no longer do I care.
My life never had any glory.
Suicide had been unmasked.
At long last.

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Flowers for a Grave

Flowers for a Grave.
A life time of love gave.
A wonderfall person to miss.
Words left unspoken,
now must stay that way.
I just hope you knew that,
I loved you with all my heart.

Tears escape from my eyes.
Like an ever flowing river.
But it's in silence that I cry.
So no one else can see my pain.

I try to hide it well.
But the truth is my heart is broken.
I miss you and I need you.
Why did you have to go.

All I can do now is leave flowers on your grave.

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Faliure

I'm such a failure.
I cant get nothing right.
My hart is clumsy and tight.
I mess everything up.
And get it all so very wrong.
Even a simple thing like killing myself.
I get wrong.
What the hell is it with me.
I feel as hollow as a tree.
I wish I had wings to flee.
Everything I do and all that I am is wrong.
It pounds in my head like a gong.
I am nothing and never will be.
For I am me and noone seems to be there.
For its my own fualt any way.
Becuase I am me.

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Monster

I think to myself all the time why me?
What did I ever do?
Why do men always want to hurt me.

The breaking entrance.
The pain of the force.
The child has to give.
Becuase the adult wants it.

You are a monster.
But thats be polite.
How could you do such a thing?
I was 5 years old.
After you more came.
Abusing and rapeing me.
All of you left within the ruins of you game.

I hate you all.
I still remember.
I feel dirty.

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Bastards srtike

Bastards have already stuck their strike.
All ready had the forced entery.
In my head they stay no to exit.
I felt pain that day.
I had the pain.
Forcible sex.
Hurt through and through.
Now I know what hate is.
Becuase hate is all I feel for you.

Bastards strike on the weak.
The speak threats with their beak.
They had thier nasty streak.
Tuants and threats they speak.

Bastards raped me and I hate them.
Theyre are scum.
Evil vile scum.
And rotten to the core.

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Silent screams

Can you hear it?
The silent screams.
The screams that come from my hart.
My life was invaded.
And the pain lingers on.
It hurts God it really hurts.

The silent screams in my head.
I hear them but can you?
I hear them cos I'm screaming them.
But they are silenced by my fear.

Silent screams silent screams.
This is all I had when you did what you did.
Silent screams.
Emobolised by fear.
And overpowered by you.
I couldnt do a thing.
Except have silent screams.

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When I come to the end of my road.

When I come to the end of my road.
Miss me For a little while but forever.
Please don't let your heart hold any fears.
Let your eyes shed no tears.

For why cry now.
When my toutured soul has been set free.
I know My suicide musst be difficult to understand.
But hopefully you'll see that I am free.

One day we all have to take the journey of death.
And on this day I breathe my last breath.
I'm ready to take the last jouney home.

Please please don't cry for me.

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Dont tell me to snap out of it

Dont tell me to snap out of it


Why must you Tell me this?
The same thing day in day out.
Just snap out of it.
Its easier said than done.
When one has been in such
Emotional pain.
Lost in their fears
Not noing which way to go.

Im so very low
And all you can say is
Just snap out of it
Dont be stupid.

Why must you be so blind?
Its not so easy to do
Just snap out of it.

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You listened

You took the time
To hear me.

A person that
Was never to judge me.
You listened to my fears.

You would listen
As I nearly cryed.

I never really knew.
An act of kindness.
Till you came
And you listened.

Nothing I said
Ever makes you mad.

You listen to everything
Trying to help me.

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To hell with everything

To hell with the crap
And shit of everything.
To hell with my struggles.
To hell with my life.
To hell with the strife.

Sick of everything
It all goes wrong nothing ever goes right.
Been through enough in this life.
Cant stay anylonger.
To hell with staying.
I dont want to live another day.

I wish to be free.
Dont want to live another day
Being scared
Or hiding away.

My time has come
Now I shall jack it all in

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