I'd made my choice
What the hell is it with you?
I had made my choice to go.
And once again you saved me.
I wanted to die.
To bring a means to an end.
I just want to die.
Why can't you see its for the best?
Just let me go.
If I am dead.
You will no longer be burdened.
I've now made my choice.
I am about to try again soon.
If you should find me,
Don't save let me go.
For this is the choice I have made.
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Screaming sirens
Can you hear the sirens screaming?
Their on their way, to try to get to her.
Here they go trying to save her life.
In they go break down the door.
What a mess before their eyes.
The police see her.
Blood evey where.
Empty pill packets on the floor.
My god what a mess.
Semi concious.
Drifiting slowly away.
In and out of conciousness.
They get her to the hospital.
But she dies on the way.
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Emotions
Emotions are all around us.
Be it good or be it bad.
I always have an emotion in my hart.
My emotions are not healthy ones.
They are allways sad.
Today is no different to yesterday.
My emotions are sad.
To day is worse than any other day.
For today I was told.
Told my gran has cancer.
Now today things really are bad.
Maybe my world will fall apart.
Mabey things will come crashing down.
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London bride is falling down like me
I am falling down like london bridge.
My life I can not rebuild.
My life was claimed by forces from a far.
By the forces from beyond.
Here I am falling like london bride.
Depession has taken me.
Soon suicide shall be mine.
Im falling falling into death.
London bridege can rebuild.
Me I continue to fall.
I can not be rebuilt.
I am falling down like london bridge.
But I can not get up again
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I was once free
I was once free.
To be happy.
Just to be me.
Now Im not.
Not free.
A prisoner of
my formal self
I was once happy.
I used to luagh
I used to smile.
A long time a go.
Depair rides in.
Keeping its hold on me.
I will never be free.
I was happy once
I used to have fun.
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Not to be found
I wasnt to be found this time.
I made sure of it.
I planned it to the very end.
This time I wouldnt be found.
Now Im dead on the ground.
I am satisfied I was not found.
I tryed for to long to fight and stay.
I knew that I never could win.
Im so glad I was not found.
It was pointless you trying to find me.
In my moment of unhealthy glee.
Im gone now I didnt want to be found.
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Searching
I've been in search for a while now.
Although for what Im not quite sure.
I belive I want the answer to my troubles.
And the strength to move on.
I wish I could put things in the past where they belong.
But the search goes on and on.
Im trying to find what Im searching for.
But what am I searching for.
I dont quite know.
I've been searching for a long time.
But just what am I searching for?
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Survieor of suicide
I Look at me as i sit here in pain.
Look at my face with its strain.
I sit here hating you all the more.
Why couldn't you just let me go.
So many scars on my wrists,
Each of them a different story.
That simply has no glory.
Its all very gory.
And you say Im a surivor.
Yes I guess I am.
But that was your choice.
I was happy and i was ready.
Ready for what you might ask?
Im ready for death
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No Resusitation
No resusitation I mean it.
Do not resusitate me.
I've made my choice.
Let me go let me die.
I'll only do it again.
So save us all the pain.
And let me go.
Don't save.
Resusitation I don't want.
Death is calling me.
Suicide I have done.
Don't resusitate me.
I don't want this pain.
I don't want to fight you.
I don't have the strength.
Please don't make me fight You.
I'm just not strong enough.
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Away in a bed
Away in the bed you did have.
The way was to rape me.
As I cried in pain.
You didn't care.
You just carried on.
You hurt me.
A way in a bed.
You were not a man.
You are a demon.
You are evil.
And I hate you.
To day I still suffer.
From what you did to me.
And I hate you.
I hope you can live with yourself.
Becuase I can not live with what you did to me.
I hope you rot in hell.
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